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deathcab4u *tears* - Subscribe
I'm realy sad...not devastated depressed, just sad. Last night was our last show. My last ever in High School. I'll never get to do this again with these kids. It has been one of the best things I've ever done...ever. I'm going to miss spending all my afternoons and evenings with my crew friends. And hell week, all the tech rehersals, show nights, the parties. I think you have to be on crew to know what I'm talking about, or an actor. But the crew doesn't change as much as the cast. And thats another thing, I'm going to miss spending time with the actors, they are all so fun despite the fact they don't obey our line of sight lines happy.gif. Sometimes we feed the actors we like...I'll miss feeding the actors. I'll miss the late nights, early mornings, puns and inuendos, swearing, running to walgreens, forgetting props, everything...It's been so fun. *sigh* I better stop before I get tears in my eyes, which I'm surprised hasnt happened. I won't cry, but my eyes get watery and my heart gets heavy. But its a good sad, I'll be able to remember this forever.

And thats all realy. I will say that one more reason I love crew is this. We were supposed to strike the set at ten this morning but when we got there the set direcor wasnt there so the six of us that showed up found a janitor to open the scene shop and we took a lot of crap apart. We worked really fast, we kicked ass. Katie called Mr. Steve and he said if Mr. D didn't show by 12:15 to go home. I dont think he knew we were working though. Seeing as how we might get in trouble anyways for what we did. But it was worth it.We went out for pizza afterwards and that was hella fun. I love crew <3
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Mood: happily sad
I hear: Tilly and the Wall

deathcab4u NEW ENTRY May 4th, 2005 6:50:35 pm - Subscribe
Well, better make a new entry. It's about time for one I guess. I used to update every day...maybe twice a day. And now its every other day or longer. I guess...I have nothing much to complain about! Thats a good thing.

I just had pizza...and ice cream and some cake stuff w/strawberries n cool whip....yey. Then...I came to finish up a paper. Actually, start a paper. I hate not knowing where to begin. Whats it about you ask? Well...comparing the actions of a student in the simulation and compare these actions to the four questions that challenge Hans Morgenthau's defenition of national interest...giving examples for each question. Then I need to rank and explain the five criteria that influence my national interest the most.

Ay, why do I take college level classes? It's okay...I just need to pick a country that has a defined national interest. Unfortunatly many of the students have a very fuzzy national interest...i think most of them are just interested in getting ivolved in war...or the otheres are nuetral and I have NO CLUE what they are trying to accomplish for their country. Ay...never mind...what would anyone reading this know or care. But...I better get writing! It is actually kinda interesting stuff once I pick a country. US? Russia? Algeria....lol. Okay, it was funny to me. Iran...thats it!!! Wait...no. Maybeeeee...


Damn....what the heck am I to do.
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Mood: baffled
I hear: The Decemberists

deathcab4u Nervous May 7th, 2005 8:35:58 am - Subscribe
Ay, I am leaving very shortly to go to my Eagle Scout Board of Review. I know that it isn't scary or difficult, but I dunno. I still am nervous. It will all be over though. I can relax about it forever. Now it's just finishing off high school. Damn LRM teacher has packed on the assignments for the end of the year. Senior Year was so easy too. It's okay, It's the one class I need to graduate so I'm gonna make sure not to fail. And Intl Relations, theres a very large portfolio to do that I will have to work on too. PE is.....lol. No, pe doesnt have any homework. But photography also has a portfolio. Ay....g2g
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Mood: nervous

deathcab4u Finally May 7th, 2005 12:48:09 pm - Subscribe
Woot, went well. I sat a a small round table with two advancment boardpeople and o committee member(and friend) from my troop and talked about stuff. My project, what scouting has tought me, what kkind of person it has made me. It was as easy and fun as I knew it would be. Then I left the room for them to talk and decide if i was deserving...I sat down and then a minute later the guy opend the door and shook my hand and was like.....and yeah it was cool. I was really happy. Its finally finished. I am officialy unofficialy an Eagle Scout. They just have to send my application to the National Office and get it back again and poof...its completed. I'll have a court of honr...EVERYOES INVITED. Even you Adam, especially Mandy Alyssa and Aaron, because they helped me. And yey....going to Alyssa and Kevin's B-Day party soon. Have a eventful afternoon everyone!
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Mood: accomplished...awesome...relieved...proud

deathcab4u Happy Mothers Day May 8th, 2005 1:42:33 pm - Subscribe
After I got home I went to Alyssa and Kevin's B-Day Party. We went to the carnival for a lil while and I saw Rick. Rick is Adam's brother who is actually way cooler than Adam. We talked for a bit and then my friends where wandering to a new location so I said later to him and went of with ma crew....the Mafia actually. Yeah, I'm in the Mafia if you wanted to know. I only tell you this because it isn't an actual criminal organization.

Anyways...then we went back to Alyssa's and did whatever we do for fun and blah blah blah. We had a fire outside, watched some movies, and then we went to sleep. When we woke up Alyssa's mom made Pancakes with anything you ever wanted to put on top of them. Then we kinda chilled till we went home. Alyssa took us home actually. But first we all went to Jewel and bought things for mothers day. I got my mom a dozen coral colered roses and a card. And....then I cleaned the kitchen and a few other things. Now...

I have to bring myself to do my LRM homework. LRM sux. I hate LRM. LRM is my bane, the poisen in my wound....yeah, you got me. Well, I'm gonna do it so I can complete recreational activities.
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Mood: prepared
I hear: SDRE