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Aug 12th, 2005 3:22:36 am - Subscribe |
| "well if we aren't that important to you, then I'm sorry. As frustated as I get and as pissed as I get. I happen to actually care about my friends. I would expect them to care about me in return. But I can't force anyone to. So whatever. If you don't care - then don't show up. If you care, then do." And im expected to drop everything and go hang out with attitudes like that. "but don't expect me to be there when you decide you want friends again" I mean, okay??? I love ally my friends. Even when issues arise. I'm by no means perfect, but honestly? People gotta learn to relax. I think we need to put drugs in the worlds water supply. I'm cool without them, but others need to chill when(pardon me) shit happens. Well, w/e. I mean. I will miss the good times. past and future it seems. I wont miss the bad times. But...think about this with me. If a course you are taking holds more bad times ahead thangood ones, do you continue down that road. No. You take the good memories and cherish them, and go down the next road and get more good times. And... I understand that roads have bumps. I can work through those. But when I am at a 'Y', a fork in the road if you will, and to the right is a dead end with rocky terrain, and the left is still vague, I will choose the left because I know the possibilities are wider than what im looking at. And i tell you. I am at a fork in the road with more than a left or a right. There a re millions of paths for me to go down right now. I am not going to go down a destructive road....its senseless. I plan to take a group of the best people I knwo down a road that is exciting, adventurous, educational, experience building, strenght building, all that good stuff. Actually, i just think im gonna choose my friends that i think are good for me to be around, and chill with them and see what comes my way. And when opportunities arise for me to be a better person, i will take them. I might even make some opportunites. Who knows, Well, w/e. Life is pretty sweet. I just got a decent paycheck. Im saving to buy a car. I want an astro van, or a honda. I think the honda is the best choice, but like i say, w/e. "It's been real, It's been fun, but ot hasn't been real fun" |
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adam |
August 12th, 2005 |
You really are pretty poetic when you write... Overall, I think you should get the Honda  Stick to your good friends, its hard.. I always hated when my Mom would say stuff like that. "You shouldnt be hanging out with him/her, hes a bad influence" "But hes my friend!!!" I guess we just got to get past that eh? Cause in the end, we know the nagging mother is right. |
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