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Nov 2nd, 2005 12:47:29 am - Subscribe |
| I am a little upset with myself. I told myself...no new girls this week. Its only tuesday and I already kissed another girl, her names Lauryn. Yeeah. I don't know what to do about this. Why me?! I wish I were ugly or really realyl ridiculously not fun to be with. *sigh* After anthropology Lauryn, this fellow and I went out and just putsed around gurnee. Then she dropped this fellow at his car and took me to mine. We went in my car and I took her to Caribou...my love...and then we kinda just chilled. Okay...We sat in the clc parking lot for like 2 hours just talking and holding each other just sitting on her car...I dont even know man. I just...wish I didn't even talk to girls anymore. I mean...why....why do they like me?!?! This new girl at work likes me too. Bah. I mean, its not like kissing these girl is even meaningful, it just doesnt feel right...Its wrong of me. I dont want to wound any more girls. I just wish one of them was right for once. This girls dad is like, high up in the church or something, but she doesnt seem to embrace christianity or to be firm in her beliefs, but just like all the others...I love their soul, their heart...they are all so beautiful. I am obviously going to call her tomorrow...I don't know what to do...I don't....heeeeelp. I just....bah. How come I always get the pretty girls phone number lately. Its a curse...someone take it. Everyone thinks its really cool to be able to meet gorgeous girls and click but it isnt...its BAD BAD BAD. |
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| mood: pained...why do I do this to myself and others |
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adam |
November 02nd, 2005 |
| Its a rut that alot of people fall in, I know you have the strength to allow God to work in your life and avoid the temptations, I know you do.... | ||
| deathcab4u |
November 03rd, 2005 |
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| mmmm those sweet tasting temptations. | ||
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