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Nov 5th, 2005 1:07:04 pm - Subscribe |
| Ugh, I am pretty tired right now. Been late nights and even if you go to bed at 3 and wake up at 10 its still not the same as a good nights rest durung normal sleeping hours....like midnight to 10. Work today, actually have to go take a shower right now. Last night Lauryn and I went to Chilis with her sister and her friend. It was pretty fun stuff. Lauryns sister was into the punk-ska scene because shes 24, i think its hilarious. So we know a bunch of the same bands and the scene. I think it kinda bothered Lauryn so I didnt really talk too much about that stuff. I will make her my Punk Rock Princess though, introduce a little emo and indie into her life! After that we came to my house and she fell asleep mostly and I lay there, I mostly just relaxed and thought and prayed and eventually slept a little myself. As much as it may sound mean, Im glad that I dont see her today or tomorrow. I kinda dont think its healthy to be spending so much time together so soon. She fairly emotionally delicate and saying some of the things I need to are difficult. I dont think she likes to or wants to adress those things because when I get close enough to work in a point without being blunt she seems to change the subject, not even on purpose it appears...maybe just a sub-conscious thing. Blah, well, today I can just go to work...and that sucks. Work is boooring, and on saturdays its painful. 9 hours of pure suck. Ack. |
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paperdoll |
November 05th, 2005 |
| ah yes i know 8 hours is almost as bad and thats what i get to do | ||
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