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| Ick...Doctors |
Jan 6th, 2005 9:52:46 pm - Subscribe |
Don't you all just love the psychiatrist... lovely people really. Well, mine says that I'm bi-polar. Thats like, your depressed, than really happy, never quite normal, you might be for about 2 seconds while going from happy to depressed though  . Anyways, I havn't taken the medicine in a few weeks and I guess thats not good. It goes on cycles...a few weeks down, a few up. Well, after being depressed I figured the medicine sucked and stopped taking it, and Ive been up since then. So now the doctor says if I come down from an up that I've been on and Im not on something It's gonna be bad...he didnt say bad, but I kinda felt thats what he was gettin at. It really is hard though. When your manic everything feels right, its all good. I know that its not good to be bi-polar without help, and I dont wanna switch moods and wanna kill myself all of a sudden, so Im going to take the medicine...but I'll miss the self-of-steem and other good feelings that come with mania. Oh well. I am not sure whether or not to post this public, but what the hell, people need to know about this stuff, right?p.s. My mom made stir fry for dinner...amazing  |
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| mood: broken I hear: Some Crazy stuff my step-dad has on...Farhat somethin |
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adam |
January 06th, 2005 |
| Stir Fry!!! woooot! Ross your gonna be alright man, I wont ever let you kill yourself dont you worry. | ||
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bludislove |
January 06th, 2005 |
Therapy might be good too - especially if you don't like the meds - can't hurt. Take care  |
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| deathcab4u |
January 07th, 2005 |
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| Nah...I dont think I would ever want to do that...take my life that is, but I kinda understand how all this stuff works now. It just sucks having to be this way. I wish I didt have to do any of the stuff...mood swings, medicine, three years of therapy...i wanted to be a normal person. | ||
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saint |
January 07th, 2005 |
| Yea try the CBT, cognitive behavoiral therapy, its good stuff, but might be more expensive then meds. I know a lot of people who are bi-polar just havent been diagnosed yet, mostly women |
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| deathcab4u |
January 07th, 2005 |
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| Ill look at that stuff. Ive already had different medicines and counsleing and stuff...I just don't want to have to take them the rest of my life. It seems that our whole society is on something now, and there has to be a better way. | ||
| she_says |
January 07th, 2005 |
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Dashboard created emo, man (hence father emo). His new stuff is crap, but the old stuff is just classic. And yes, let's just ignore hanson Prep school does suck, now that I think about it. I miss guys  so depressing. |
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