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Apr 5th, 2005 11:01:49 pm - Subscribe

Wow...today was more of a blur...no...more of a clear blur though. Just, the things that did happen seemed to have happened so quickly. But...it's just weird. Sitting here now at quarter to eleven and being so happy that I can go right back to sleep after waking up what seems like 2o minutes ago.

But anyways. I had a production meeting today, got to see all of the set I didn't help build much of. Sadly...it looks like it needed more help than I could have offered anyways. I saw Laura today before the meeting. And then when Mr. Steve left for something I waited around until he came back and the auditorium filled up with noisy choir/drama kids and it was entertaining.

So Laura throws wrapper from hamburger at me...I throw it at her...she throws it back...i throw it at brendans head...he throws a fry at me and it goes right into my mouth!!! I know...it was cool, it just happened to hit me in the mouth. We tried again and yeah, not so good that time...but it was funny...yep.

Then...stuff that I think I might keep to myself forever...just wanted to taunt you with the fact that I'm keeping something to myself. But the truth is, when I do that I usually want somebody to ask me about it so I can eveatually decide to tell them. I'm just stupid like that though...but this time...I just said this because pretending other people didn't read this...I wanted to just let myself know that there are things that I don't have to tell everyone or talk about to whoever I can get to listen. It's not always necessary to always talk about me either...or even just talk to talk. I was quiet at tech today and steph asked what was wrong...but i told her that really...I I have no point then why bother talking...being quiet sometimes is nice too. But, then I also found out that when I'm nervous or something thats when I start to talk too much and talk stupid stuff and use some stupid voice. Well, yeah. I think if I catch myself doing those things...talking just to hear myself, or making myself look stupid...I'm not going to! Eh...you like that idea? Not make myself look stupid?!? I think that would be smart. And I don't mean not having fun or not being myself. You get it...go to bed.
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(3) comments

avatar marlene

April 06th, 2005

If you don't want people to know, there's always private entries!

deathcab4u

April 06th, 2005

Haha...Oh Yeah!!! I need to start splitting my entries up into private and public thoughts!

avatar alone

October 28th, 2005

lol public and private - thoughts are werid little things

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