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okay...I am not always depressed

Feb 2nd, 2005 3:21:03 pm - Subscribe

Why is your blog so depressing, when you seem happy when your with me? I guess that is a accurate question anyone could ask me. Well, I'm happy when I'm with you because...I'm with you! Make sense? The most beautiful words composed by the most brilliant poet would fall short of describing the friends I love.

I write sad things because it's the only outlet for sad emotions. I don't pay any of my friends to listen to me rant or complain about things that really arn't as big as I make them to be. So I write, and if you don't want to read, you don't have to. If your just not in the mood, you can do it later. So people who are interested can find out, but no one is forced to sit there and listen to my issues. Explanation understood? I hope so. It is nice to know that people do read and comment, care. In fact, its comforting to know that I am being heard and that they arn't being forced to listen. You are all willing eyes....you can stop reading here.....or here....but you don't. Thanks guys. I need to go take a roll of film for photographt now. Daylight is precious.
mood: normal
I hear: silence
(4) comments

avatar adam

February 02nd, 2005

makes sense, I know how it is. I try to be my happiest around my friends.

avatar marlene

February 02nd, 2005

I can't help being happy around my friends. If I want to or not, when there's people around, I can never be said. It's not because I'm suddenly happy, I just can't help but act it. I only show true emotion to those who are very close to me, and there aren't many of them.

deathcab4u

February 02nd, 2005

Too true. I have so much that I share with few people. Sometimes I wish there was one more person to hear me, just to lighten the load of my words on the others.

avatar paperdoll

February 02nd, 2005

i understand i think sometimes i hurt my friends to much

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