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Feb 2nd, 2006 6:47:32 pm - Subscribe |
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I missed all of philosophy and most of English today. After english I saw Tony! I ran and gave him a big hug and I was happy. He didn't say anything about my lip  That's okay, I'll call him next week and we can get lunch I hope. I sure miss Tony, I should call him more often but between school work and spending time with Laurel I haven't put aside time to call him. Punk could call me but he has all the same stuff goin' on. Aaanyways...now that i feel realy gay. So I missed some classes, finished the day and drove to see the head doctor. It was painless, just got a prescription for my lovely bi-polar II disorder. Apparently bi-polar II isn't as extreme as regular manic deprresion. Either way, I'm nuts and guess it's time to do what's right. He said it takes about five years for people to be properly diagnosed with bi-polar, then another five years before the patients accept taking the medication consistently. It made me feel a little better that it took three years to be properly diagnosed with bi-polar, not depression, and then just another two to decide to take the medication. Woot, go me! Tonight I have to do laundry. Pack my bags. And get some sleep to be ready to go tomorrow. I kinda wanna watch Grizzly Man again tonight. I really liked the footage of the bears and the foxes. Maybe I'll just fast forward the less quality interviews. Laurel has been sad lately, and she is sick. Her grandfather isn't doing well and she realy loves him, and it's hurting her a lot. I hope that shes able to get through it as good as anyone can get through death. I haven't ever cried for the dead before. Not for my grandpa. Not for the few others that I have known and have passed away. I wish I were better at sympathy. Like for Laura's grandfather. I wish I was able to say something to make her feel better but I can't. I guess all I can do is understand. I don't know him. I just know her. What I do know is that she is a strong woman. A loving woman. A caring woman. It's okay to worry about her grandfather, it's good that she loves and cares. At least i think they are admirable qualities. I have a lot running through my mind, but most of it's in the background. I'm mostly relaxed and ready to go away for the weekend. I will miss Laurel and thats about it. I've never been the homesick type. Taken from Velouria Your results: You are Spider-Man
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| mood: like little worries keep popping in and out of my head. They come up, I acknowledge them and let them free. I\'m also a little chilly I hear: Bright Eyes-Big Picture |
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velouria |
February 03rd, 2006 |
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