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| they say i\'m not happy |
Feb 1st, 2005 11:47:22 pm - Subscribe |
| So i came across another web page stereotyping 'emo' kids. It said the goal of every emo kid is to live at home as long as they can. Well, I told my friend at tech, and it's funny cause i joke about living at home till i'm 30. Oh well. Then I said I hope I'm still happy when i'm 30, and then silence. She was like, 'your not happy now, so I hope youre happy by then.' It was nice of her to care. So I had to write my entry because after this i have nothing to do to put off writing my paper. I pulled out my Writers Inc. book that the school gave us. It's the second time I've used it on my own, as opposed to the techer making you bring it in and do scavanger hunts in the book so you learn whats in it. Hah. I remember how lame the first three years of high school were. If your younger, know that if you put in the time now, your senior year can kick major. I really got it together this year. I'm getting good grade, I have friends, and I joined club at school. Here we go into a story. Maybe I'll write parts over the course of some entries. my misery part 1 So it really started in 6th grade. before that I was cool enough. People liked me, girls laughed at my charm and the guys helped me cause trouble and pull jokes. Then Middle School. Uck. I went to a school in a low class town. The kids were tough. I have always wanted to fit in, but here I just couldn't. I was picked on. In the locker room they would call me gay, and all the other losers did too, so they could feel better about themselves and not get beat up. So me, being chubby, intelligent, a know it all, helpful, kind, in band, and liked by teachers, I got the brunt of the 6th grades brutality. All of the anger and problems caused by the broken homes, racism, and disfunctional families was released onto me. I had no one. Not a single friend. I was through. Then we moved. more tomorrow. |
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| mood: reflective I hear: I Can Make A Mess Like Nobody\\\'s Business-So I Finally Decided to Give Myself a Reason |
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paperdoll |
February 02nd, 2005 |
| emo kids will not all live at home thats so bull. im sorry u hated middle school | ||
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