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my birthday\'s tomorrow ;]
Date: Jul 5th, 2005 9:22:43 am - Subscribe
Mood: really fucking tired





i hate periods.

but i'm not pregnant.

^____^



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eeee.
Date: Jul 1st, 2005 10:05:49 am - Subscribe
Mood: screwed
music: bright eyes

i'm sort of scared.. that i may be pregnant.

dustin and i had sex the other day when we were drunk. we actually had a condom but it broke.. and we didnt know until after. which sucks so bad.

i dont feel sick or anything.. but every now and then i get these weird cramps. it may be because i should be starting my period somewhat soon. like in a week, maybe. but i was fuckin with one of those ovulation chart things and i would have been fertile like.. ON the day that the condom broke. such bullshit.

i guess i'll find out in a week or more. ;\
i dont know what the fuck i'd do.
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monday.
Date: Jun 20th, 2005 1:19:17 pm - Subscribe
Mood: strange


blah. another monday.
it doesnt matter to me so much anymore since school's out- but still.

i'm so bored though.. it's like 1 o'clock.
i have no life =)
all i do is go to dustin's house and hang out with him and whoever else is there (usually lots of people). i don't mind though. i just hate how when i'm not there i have nothing to do. .whine.

yesterday... what happened yesterday?
mm..df.df.a i went to dustin's..of course.
he was in the shower when i got there.
pat and rosetta were over, i talked to them- and doug, of course.
we bought $30 worth of weed and smoked most of the day/night. pat and zetta left, dustin and i sleptish. i wanted to sleep. i tried to sleep. but i couldnt.
rocky wore me out the night before, i only got 4 hours of sleep.
dust and i had sex again :x without a condom.. which sort of worries me. we have too much sex. ehhh... maybe not. =P i dont mind. i love him.

moving on though...

i hate summer. it's so sickening. everyone's outside enjoying themselves, being loud, pissing me off. =D
and it's warm.. and crappy.
i love not being in school though.
i hate all the insects.
and how the run rises so early and sets so late.
it was after 9 last night and the sun still hadnt set completly.

fuck... my grandpa's here.
wtf.
i hate it when people come over.
im so antisocial.
blah.
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mmmmm...sleeep
Date: Jun 19th, 2005 11:03:06 am - Subscribe
Mood: overwhelmed
music: nightmare of you

i went to rocky last night =)
it's a theater where they play the rocky horror picture show.. an audience participation show type thing.. very offensive.
but it was good fun. people getting tasered for money. =D
doug was performing as frank. he did well. verry well.
there were all the same people there that i used to see when i used to go frequently... plus TONS of other people. i had fun.
dustin (muh boyfriend<3) didnt have such a good night. he was cold, and thinking a lot, and sad.. =\ he's sad now, and we're talking.. and it's making me sad. this always happens..

blahhh.. write later, maybe.
<3
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test.. sorry.
Date: Jun 17th, 2005 10:27:20 am - Subscribe
Mood: toxic


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