i don't want to cry ever again.
Date: Aug 27th, 2007 1:25:43 am - Subscribe
Mood: down


i cried a little while ago because i don't have anyone to care for me the way i want.
it's retarded.
i'm huge baby
and i need to get over myself.
but that's not going to happen until i get what i want.

it's ridiculous.
i'm ridiculous.

i hate being human.

my problem is minor compared to everyone else's.
but to me, it's huge.

i'm stupid.
it's stupid.

i wish i was cold.
i wish i didn't care.

i wish. i wish. i wish.
and it won't happen.

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all she really wants is that fickle little bitch romance
Date: Aug 26th, 2007 3:17:27 pm - Subscribe
Mood: invisible

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finally found a song that won't egg on my crying.
Date: Aug 20th, 2007 1:06:12 am - Subscribe
Mood: yucky

i just feel so stupid.
i really want dfhgakjfbhgvdkjfb
everyone knows what i want.

but god.
i get so emo about it.
it's absolutely ridiculous sometimes.
i stopped it just now.
but god every song was just depressing.
i had to scroll through a few random songs to get to one that wasn't all "i'm gonna make you cryyyy"


love me, please.
kiss my forehead.
tell me i'm beautiful.
do anything that will put a smile to my face.

i'm desperate for affection, for love, for something.

maybe i'll find a new, dorky boy in my classes this semester.
i'll just have to be social.. or something.
i'm social sometimes.....


p.s. want to know what i'm taking?
microbiology(and lab)
comparative anatomy(and lab)
organic chemistry(and laaaab)
guitar(no lab! dur)

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help me fly, i am too afraid to try.
Date: Aug 17th, 2007 3:00:36 am - Subscribe
Mood: blissful

not so tired.
kind of really awake.
in an awesome mood.
don't know why though..

who knooowws.

it's one of those days where things feel like they're going to be alright.

hm hm hm

i'll crash soon enough..

but i'm good for now!!!

i like me some a fine frenzy.

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Date: Aug 16th, 2007 3:40:12 am - Subscribe

i'm just on a roll with this whole depression thing.
makes two, maybe three nights in a row.

i really am pathetic.

please just hold me?
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