dmentias Aeonity Blog

nod

Mon, 17 Dec 2007 15:44:53 -0600

in this land all the people sleep all of the day and most of the night their mouths catching dust like their dance shoes the heavy-headed pull of their dark gravity sucks the stars dry and creates for us a black hole of lethargy. May 11th, 2007 11:08:50 am... Read More

the emperor's new pose

Mon, 17 Dec 2007 15:43:34 -0600

i save everything. every word. every turn. yours. mine. ours. i walk around naked, daily. the world sees me and i cannot hide mine. revelation will not expose me further. i do not imagine i wear finery designed by top-notch tailors made from magic thread. i know i am naked, so those who point and laugh in the streets as i pa... Read More

fickle

Mon, 17 Dec 2007 15:42:31 -0600

no lifelong friends no endless love they wait to turn on you a dime or two of 'wisdom' they've saved up for your closed eyes without a clue of their impending fangs and the rope they bring to let you hang yourself as if on cue the moment you say the secret word of the day a trap they did not even have to set but only wait mincing all... Read More

the shill

Wed, 23 May 2007 00:47:46 -0500

an alien abducted by a native man in his native land a flesh menagerie a gallery where the only hanging is "the scream" i dream of home and roam your narrow neuron passages as i sell tickets to the sideshow. ... Read More

punish meant

Sat, 12 May 2007 23:12:32 -0500

this long-term stubborn silent treat where as i wake, you go to sleep does not have its intended means as i am unaffected. ... Read More

ambience

Mon, 07 May 2007 06:37:46 -0500

mister sleeps

Mon, 05 Mar 2007 09:51:37 -0600

my king-size bed is mine alone. he sleeps in a chair with his feet blocking the door. i tiptoe past them on the way to the bathroom and give him the finger. later, on my way to the kitchen for a soda, i mouth the words "i HATE you" at his head. sometimes, i pretend to drop kick him or flick boogers in his gaping mouth. but, quietly. i ... Read More

found in an old notebook....

Thu, 08 Feb 2007 11:55:02 -0600

i am not this thing you assume you envision with your closed-circuit, technicolor mind that you are judge, jury, prosecutor, executioner extraordinaire and i, you swear, good book underhand, am just bad..... so late it must be orgy needle-cult evil heathen activity... late, you lie awake you lie awake and unaware you lie yourse... Read More

lonely world

Tue, 02 Jan 2007 22:21:31 -0600

i have heard the lonely voices of lonely people missing pieces of people they once were and once were happily rid of but assuming they miss the whole of it. i analyze this. it is not the ex-anything they seek to regain but the sense of the familiar unchanged. a lull in the rush of the nervous, stranger-blush, a re-connubial bliss.... Read More

isolation observations

Thu, 21 Dec 2006 19:27:05 -0600

words are for whoever wants them. songs are not for those who sing. feasts are rarely for the hungry. time leaves one no time to waste. self-loathing is like leprosy. those who smile back are not dead. wrong numbers ring less for the lonely. things are exactly how they seem. soul-mate is an oxymoron. good things leave no ... Read More