Better
Date: Jun 24th, 2004 9:30:05 am - Subscribe
Mood: better
Just about myself: I am an adult personn
I know i was bad.
That's ok now.
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So emo am I
Date: Jun 23rd, 2004 9:17:41 pm - Subscribe
Mood: pensive
Just about myself: Thinking of yesterday is not a solution
Yesterday my teacher said I'm too emo...
He didn't say that because i often cry or something !
He said that because i'm impusilve and i show my feelings too much.
What the hell can i do ?
Should I change myself AGAIN ?
I'm not a victim but i'm REALLY worse than everyone (And more complicated)... I must allways make changes and i'm tired of this.
Why couldn't I be myself ?
I am scared of staring at people : I'm so transparent !
I am scared of looking at my friends : they understand me too fast
I am scared of being myself : i really hate me this way
I want to be stronger
People is so bad...
...And i'm so emo...
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Love Does Not Exist
Date: Jun 23rd, 2004 8:53:59 pm - Subscribe
Mood: pessimistic
Just about myself: Not too bad you know
Today i must be strong because "love doesn't exist"
So i needn't to believe in this.
I'll maybe loose my boyfriend in a few days
Because i can't live here alone anymore.
My sister will maybe come and break my love-story
But LOVE DOES NOT EXIST...
I said it before..
It is all about feelings and
People don't love you,
They just like you as soon as they don't have to help you in your troubles.
Girls....
If your boyfriend is in love : don't believe this.
He'll love you only if you show him you love YOURSELF.
Don't loose self-esteem to not loose him.
Well, by the way, i'll be alone again.
I can feel it.
Love is not for me because i can't love me even i wanted to...
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