Figuratively Speaking

[	Subject	\|	choking down blood.	]
[	Date	\|	Jan 18th, 2005 11:45:56 am - Subscribe	]
[	Mood	\|	ashamed	]

I'm usually the one who takes care of everyone when they're drunk
"MamaDor" they call me.
But lately I've been getting drunk every weekend after... my friends are all concerned. the ones that really care.
I'm concerned too cause everytime i get drunk i seem to make out with someone. any guy or girl will do. then the regrets come.

But drinking has become my refuge, my outlet, my joy.
It makes me numb and happy when i'm sad and depressed.

fuck i feel like a whore. i mean i don't sleep with them but still. sometimes i come soooo close. so close.

i'm a slut.

"your becoming the people we hate"
"i'm sorry"

lessthanthree

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January 18th, 2005 | marlene

That's really too bad. I've seen a lot of people ruin their lives that way, since they never stopped and their whole life just became a low life drinker. I'm not saying that will happen to you, just what alcohol usually ends up doing if you keep it up.

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