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skoal_girl i am a dork - Subscribe

ok so i am a huge dork i bought the third season of gilmore girls today cuz i love that show it rocks!!!
i have soo much to look forward to in july the new harry potter book comes out and in july i have to go and see ryans family but beal is coming too which is awesome.
oh at the end of this month i am going home again to see my sisters graduate i can't believe they are grown up

makes me real sad they are my baby sisters and hopfully i can do a lot more when i go home this time cuz i won't have ryan being all jealous when i hang out with my guy friends and he held me back from doing soo much stuff when i was home cuz he didn't want to but oh well i am excited about gilmore girls me and beal are going to have a marathon on saturday and watch them all lol

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Mood: frisky

skoal_girl i hate morning sickness Apr 26th, 2005 8:02:39 pm - Subscribe

anyways i don't know why they call it morning sickness cuz i most def lasts longer then that like all day. it sucks soo bad nothing tastes right and then i want to be sick afterwards anyway, but it will all be worth it in the end.
a new gilmore girls is on tonight yeah!!! i am soo excited.
ok so i know that i used to write about how much i wantd sex all the time but now it is like the oppisite i don't even want to be touched and ryan wants to be all over me all the time it drives me crazy and when i tell him that i don't want to be touched he just gets pissed off at me especially when i tell him that i am not in the mood for sex and i feel sick he thinks i am making it up. god it just makes me sooo angry and on top of him being stupid i never feel good my boobs hurt and i am always tired its worse then the flu grrrrr

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Mood: bleh

skoal_girl wow Apr 19th, 2005 4:35:22 pm - Subscribe

ok it has been a really long time since i have updated i went home a couple weeks ago and wanted to stay a lot longer then a week. I did get to see stephs baby Jacob though he is adorable.
When i came home from leave i found out that i was pregnant, so because of that i had to swich shops cuz there is a lot of stuff i can't be around in my shop.
I got married yesterday so thats cool.
We had a long weekend because we worked sun-fri last week and delt with a blizzard early on in the week. but this weekend made up for it reaching the low 80's so i washed my blazer and bought wax for this coming weekend that ought to be interesting seeing as how i have never waxed anything before lol.
May 9 i move in to my appartment i am sooo excited yeah!!!

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Mood: liberated

skoal_girl stress Mar 14th, 2005 1:29:16 pm - Subscribe

ok i haven't updated in a while but i have been really busy on honor guard ok so lets see my boyfriend found out that i had cheated on him so that was bad but we have since worked things out and are still together thank god and are planning on getting married in october yeah!!
i did fold and NCOIC of a vet so thats good for me. and i got to hang out with z for the past two weeks, he is awesome.
this week is war week so that sucks i am hoping that it doesn't suck too much seeing how it is my first week back in two weeks. but i am going home real soon like 11 days soon so i am really really excited i really miss my family. and i love ryan and he is coming with me
oh i watched napleon dynimite( i can't spell) this weekend it was awesome and i wathced robots that movie is awesome ok well i have a lot of work to catch up on

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Mood: pressured

skoal_girl NBA All-star game Feb 22nd, 2005 11:02:36 pm - Subscribe

ok so i don't even really like basketball but the slam dunk contest was awesome and the fact that i got to go for free well you can't get any better then that.
so my whole weekend rocked, me and my roommate went downtown and it was soo cool. sunday we went to a foam party which i love and i met a really really hot guy who wanted me!!!! and foam partys are just awesome in general i like being all wet and dancing. the hot guy i met was a friend of a friend so not a complete stranger.
oh big and rich played at half-time and i love them. this is by far the best weekend i have had in a long long time and i can't wait til summer when there are more foam parties and it isn't frezing outside cuz that kinda sucked. ok well i hope that everyone else had a good weekend too

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Mood: awesome

skoal_girl i hate hangovers Feb 19th, 2005 5:38:57 pm - Subscribe

god i am such a horrible person!!!!! i can't say why in case someone knows me and reads this. but i am horrible. i got soooo trashed last night and.......................... ok i did something that i shouldn't have done but i wanted to and it was a lot of fun but now i feel really really bad. the night started out great but i knew where it was going to end up and i didn't even try to stop it, if anything i encouraged it. and now i hope that no one finds out ( which no one should we all promised that it wouldn't leave us) but i thought that i had changed but this was something the old me would have done so i guess i haven't changed. it wouldn't have been a horrible thing if i wasn't in the situation that i am in now if this was a year ago it would have been great and i would have no reason to feel horrible or guilty. ok i am done whining now. write more in a couple days

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Mood: guilty

skoal_girl war week Feb 16th, 2005 6:54:42 pm - Subscribe

ok i have been really really busy lately. Hopefully i get to go home at the end of march ryan already got his leave approved now i am waiting on mine i am keeping my fingers crossed. This weekend i get to work at the all-star game. i don't even like basketball but i am going for free and it will look good on my epr so that maybe i can get btz. not that any of you know that that stuff is but it's my blog. Ryan is going out of town this weekend so i am hoping that this all-star game will keep me busy.
i am excited that i will be able to watch brooke soon she is sooo cute.

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Mood: copacetic

skoal_girl update Feb 11th, 2005 1:33:29 pm - Subscribe

ok sorry i haven't updated i have had nothing to write about. nothing has happened this week monday i got off work early to go do snow removal that night so tues i didn't have to work which was awesome i caught up on some much neeeded sleep since i was sick. then wed and thurs are short days becuz of pt so today will seem really really long.
oh the other day my sister listened to her babys heartbeat. that is soo cool i wish i could have been there. i can't wait to go home and see her.
this morning i didn't want to get out of bed and ryan is soo cute in the morning, when my alarm goes off he doesn't want me to get up so he holds me real tight to him... go di love him so much.
well i have alot of work to do today

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Mood: asleep

skoal_girl feeling weird Feb 4th, 2005 3:08:17 pm - Subscribe

well i am officially not pregnant which is a good thing i think i would like to have a kid but i can wait. i haven't really decided ryan wants me to marry him and i want to but i feel that i am too young and yet at the same time i want to be with no one but him. i am a huge flirt and flirt with almost every guy but at the end of the day i just want to go home to ryan.
sorry i haven't up dated in a while i have been real busy. i have the day off yaaaaa!!!! but ryan doesn't which is ok i have some things i need to get done. well not much has happened since i last wrote so when something does i wil write about it

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Mood: loopy

skoal_girl it's finallly friday!!! Jan 28th, 2005 1:42:41 pm - Subscribe

Anyways i love that song it always gets me reved up on friday mornings. i am now 13 days late and hoping that i am pregnant. but my mom said that when i come home on leave that ryan can come with me and stay in the rec room which is a huge step up for her like walking on the moon huge or sliced bread huge. so i am excited about that even tho i have almost 20 days of leave and he only has like 10. so i don't know how long we will stay or when we will go. i want to go home soon i haven't been since aug. and i really miss my friends and family. but i think i will wait til march when the weather is better. one of the first things i will do is go to steak and shake god i miss the place!
my mom doesn't even know that i might be pregnant i haven't told her yet cuz i don't want her to worry she already has my preggo sister to worry about and i don't even know for sure yet.
oh i was soo excited the other day i bought empire records that is one of my favorite movies. i know like every word and i hadn't seen it in like 2 years cuz i left mine at home. i hope everyone has a great friday.

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Mood: kawaii

skoal_girl ya ya Jan 24th, 2005 7:40:28 pm - Subscribe

well the weekend was pretty decent i had a lot of great sex. I am thinking that ryan really wants a kid becuz ever since he got the idea that i might be pregnant he has been wanting to have more and more sex which is alright with me

and he has been telling everyone he talks to back home that i might be and that he is happy about it. sigh well at least he won't leave me if i am.
it is so cute when roma flirts with me cuz ryan hates it and wants him to leave me alone but now in an overly jealous sort of way.
i went and looked at tires for my blazer this weekend and i found some good ones i just have to wait until i have enough money to buy them. cuz now i have to wait for another while to go home cuz the tire money and go home money is the same fund. but hopefully i can go home soon cuz i miss my family and steph and i want to see jacob(steph's son)

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Mood: squishy

skoal_girl life as i know it Jan 21st, 2005 3:34:23 pm - Subscribe

went bowling the other night i did pretty well for myself i think it was cuz i switched balls i went from a 10 to a 12 and bowled 118 twice which was good but the free drink # was 117 so that kinda sucked but oh well. joel was there but he wasn't really talking to me. but there was this really hot army guy that was checking me out. i haven't seen him on base but i would like to

ryan and i have been talking and i love him sooo much. we both think we are too young to have a kid but if i am pregnant then that's ok and we can deal. i am sooo glad it is friday even if we have a wing run which means we get out early today ya ya.
sometimes life just isn't what you expect and it can change so fast that you are left with you head still spinning. but eventually it all turns out for the good.

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Mood: genki

skoal_girl hmm Jan 18th, 2005 10:07:55 pm - Subscribe

i am three days late. i don't know if i want to be pregnant or not. it would be great to have a kid but i would also not be able to party all the time and i would disappoint my mom whichi don't want to do. so i am really not sure i know that my mom would suport me and ryan wouldn't leave me. he is very excited that i might be pregnant i think he really wants a kid. i am going to schedule an appointment if i don't start by thursday. i have the at home tests too.
if i am pregnant i have to go do an admin job til i have it cuz i deal with too many chemicals and stuff here which would suck cuz i had doing admin stuff. well i have to get back to work

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Mood: befuddled

skoal_girl afasdf Jan 13th, 2005 6:59:42 pm - Subscribe

damn still feel sick today hope it is just the flu oh well i have pt in a couple of hours so that is alright. joel didn't bowl last night but i did and i suck major ass god my head hurts and i feel like i wanna puke i love ryan well i have to go my lunch time is up

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Mood: congested

skoal_girl sick Jan 12th, 2005 7:41:24 pm - Subscribe

today is bowling day and it is not starting out well. First off last night ryan and i were gonna go out to eat and we get to my blazer and it has a flat tire so that sucks so this morning i had to have someone from my shop come and get me from the dorms. so that means that unless i get it fixed by tonight there is no way that i can hang out with joel. and to top it off it was snowing like crazy but that has stopped.
and i have felt sick all day actually for the past couple weeks everytime i eat i feel sick. god i hope i am not pregnant that would blow. i mean i have 2 friends that are and my sister is, the world is so crazy right now. there is no way i could have a kid that would go against all my plans. ok i am pretty sure that i am not but lately i have been forgetting to take my pill for days and if you miss one pill you are susposed to use condoms for like 7 days and i never do so i guess it is a possibility that i could be but i won't know for at least 2 more weeks so hopefully i just have the flu or something. sometimes i just want my mommy to come and take care of me when i am sick but she is about 1500 miles away so i don't see that happening.

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Mood: alienated

skoal_girl boys Jan 9th, 2005 7:53:27 pm - Subscribe

damn just when i think that i have found the greatest guy(ryan) another guy comes along and he seems even greater(joel) and now joel likes to spend time with me and ryan loves me more then anything and i don't know how to feel b/c i want to get to know joel b/c he is nice and ryan is not so nice all the time. like last wed i hung out with joel after bowling at his place but nothing happened which in a way is a good thing i guess but i think that i wanted somthing to happen. well i have to go and think some more on this

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Mood: different

skoal_girl birthday Dec 17th, 2004 10:06:55 pm - Subscribe

yah today is my birthday!!!!! and ryan took me out for lunch i love him sooo much.not really much has happened i went to our wing hloiday party which was kinda fun but i think that mo has a little crush on me i always thought that he was just sweet on me but it could all be in my imagination. well i had the day off but came in to work to check my e-mail but leaveing now

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Mood: flattered

skoal_girl chubby Dec 15th, 2004 7:05:25 pm - Subscribe

i have bowling tonight yaaa maybe joel will be there. tonight after work me and ryan are going to get something to eat oh get this last night we were shopping for something for me to wear to my holiday party and afterwards he was like " babe you really need to work on your stomach you are kind of chubby" omg so i told him that i know that and that i have lost 8lbs since he and i started dating. but i can't believe he would say something like that to me. but i think that it was out of love cuz he loves me no matter what. and i love him and he is much much chubbier then me but oh well i will get over it
our chili cook-off went well we had a lot of people show up and a lot of chili.
oh sandy isn't going to the holiday party so now i have no one to go alone with but hopefully joel will be there tho.
have to get back to work

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Mood: fat

skoal_girl elves Dec 14th, 2004 4:11:37 pm - Subscribe

last night i went to some boring soon to retire thing with ryan but there was food so that was good. and i was with him. today i have to be an elf for our chili cook-off/holiday thingy it ought to be fun i guess i love the way ryan likes to show me off anytime his battalion has a gathering he wants me to go thats what makes me feel so bad about talking to joel but nothing has happened so i am still in the green.
anyways on with today being an elf with anya(bitch/suck up) and beal which should be ok even with all the harrassing. but whatever its for the kids. and it means that after lunch i don't have to work cuz i have to set up which means that technically i am only working til 11 which is 2 hours from now, not so bad. well my break is over i might write more later

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Mood: eek!

skoal_girl poppycock Dec 13th, 2004 2:10:51 pm - Subscribe

isn't that a weird name for a snack food? anyways had a pretty good weekend spent most of it with ryan.
this morning i got to work and had an e-mail from joel with his number damn i am good i feel bad cuz i love ryan but joel is soo hot but i guess we can see how things turn out. i went christmas shopping this weekend i got my dad, ryan and one of my sisters so thats half. i got ryan curve cologne cuz it is awesome just makes me want to eat him up (or any guy that is weaaring it).
damn saaturday night i had like the best sex ever with ryan it was great. but for some reason lately he has been holding off on me we used to have sex everyday and now it is like every 3 days or something.
i can't help but think of joel though hopefully wed he will talk to me and maybe he is going to the wing holiday party. oh that would be grand.
i think i know why i am all about joel when i alreay have ryan i think it is becuz he acts like i am so disposable like if when fight he either says get out of my room and take all your shit or maybe we aren't meant to be together which makes me feel like he doesn't care when i know he does by the way he talks to other people about me. but then i think that i never keep relationships very long they haven't lasted more then 5 months but that is becuz i keep having to move states so colorado and michigan are far away and so are indiana and mississippi so it is hard to keep a long distance one. well i can tell now that i am just rambling. i think that maybe if i just spend some time with joel that i will figure things out.

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Mood: interested