dorkias Aeonity Blog

everythings gray but you're sooo pink to me.

Wed, 14 Mar 2007 13:42:17 -0500

Well been MIA for awhile. Moved to Cali... then moved back home. Lots of drama within that time frame. Try not to think about it... helps a lil bit. Fell in love yet again. It SEEMED so right. I dont think i'll ever find that again. And now to top it off his new gf's preggers. JOY! haha. after the sacrifice i made for him hes happy with "... Read More

constant sorrow

Sun, 30 Jan 2005 21:39:52 -0600

Is it possible to like one guy and have crushes on two other guys? hmmm..... well either way no chance with any.... i miss chester and his liprings. and his lovely hair. i wanna run my hands through it just one more time. i want him to tell me what he wanted to and supposedly forgot. but i haven't seen him in soooo long. he said he was gon... Read More

choking down blood.

Tue, 18 Jan 2005 05:45:56 -0600

I'm usually the one who takes care of everyone when they're drunk "MamaDor" they call me. But lately I've been getting drunk every weekend after... my friends are all concerned. the ones that really care. I'm concerned too cause everytime i get drunk i seem to make out with someone. any guy or girl will do. then the regrets come. But drinking... Read More

Happy Effing New Years!

Mon, 03 Jan 2005 03:57:48 -0600

Went to Hard Rock got pissed ass drunk. Danced with Jason and Sash. Jumped out of a moving car, ate at Kings. Went to the hotel made out with jen, pappy, and roman. went back to kings with the guys and barfed in the bathroom. Jason took me home at 6:30. He's making it impossible to turn away. ... Read More

touch me there just once.

Tue, 28 Dec 2004 04:33:45 -0600

Apparently my plan of "no guys" didn't work. He penetrated me and now I'm his. BASTARD! He won't ever see me that way, for he has "someone" But it's always been that way. Me wanting something I can never have. And to top it all off..... I still love my bestfriend. Oh bother. ahh to leave you with that depressing stuff is sad soooo on ... Read More

appreciate your concern, you\'ll always stink and burn

Sun, 12 Dec 2004 09:42:37 -0600

Xmas dinner is coming up and I don't have a date. Doria is going STAG! woopwoop. I love your drunken words and expressions.... Read More

black&blue....

Wed, 08 Dec 2004 08:51:25 -0600

loves true colors. should have done something but i've done it enough by the way my hands were shaking rather waste some time with you. I've learned my lesson and I'm not gonna fall for you again. Never again please. *crosses fingers*... Read More

radical change

Sat, 04 Dec 2004 14:19:19 -0600

I'm so fucking pissed right now. One of my good guy friends was talking about killing himself because his girlfriend who as of now lives in Korea broke it off. I hate it when people commit suicide or think about because of heartburn. IT'S PART OF LIFE! You don't really expect going through life without feeling heartburn do you? I me... Read More

oh poo!

Fri, 03 Dec 2004 12:24:18 -0600

leave it to me to make an ass out of myself in front of a shit load of people. Got krunk and kept leaning on everyone and almost falling down. Ha! would be funny if a relative saw me and told mother dearest about it. FUCK IN SHIT! she hates when i drink. why can't she be like my dad I'M FUCKING 19!!!!! good golly miss molly. Went to HardRoc... Read More

masterbation lost its edge

Thu, 02 Dec 2004 06:48:47 -0600

Luke says: reading and using your hands only counts if you are blind Luke says: and if you keep that up you will be ... Read More