Starfish!
Date: Feb 3rd, 2012 7:17:02 pm - Subscribe
Mood: alive
I don't know what my last post was, because I just clicked "New Entry" and started typing. But, anyways.
I just recently got home from Jake's. I have so much fun with him. I love his family. And I know every girl is like, "omg, me and bobby have so much fun together all the timeee" But, seriously. I don't think we're a normal high school couple, which is more than fine with me. The first time we dated, things went a little too far. We've taken a brief break, and cleared our heads, and we both know the line that isn't to be crossed, which makes me happy. Our relationship is so much less physical than last time. It's wonderful.
But, the having fun thing. We are both laughing, just, non-stop when we hang out. Nothing is ever awkward between us, ever. Except when we purposely make it awkward, which happens all, the, time. I can't explain it, but it's just something we do, and we laugh, and it's so funny.
I cannot express my feelings for Jake in words. But, just know that they are immense.
I can't wait to give him his Valentine's Day gifts.
I'm hungry.
I'm going to regionals for Speech tomorrow. 6:30 a.m. GROSS.
But, it might be fun. Hopefully we make it to sectionals.
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Date: Jan 2nd, 2012 12:32:51 am - Subscribe
Mood: wrong
jake and i just broke up
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remember;love
Date: Dec 4th, 2011 11:18:04 pm - Subscribe
Mood: insane
My posts used to actually be relevant. Then they just slowly declined. So, I'll try and make this one interesting.
Alright, so, a few nights ago, Jake asked me if Anna and Tyler were, "in loooove" yet. I told him they weren't.
Tonight, we were at La Fiesta after church, with tons of people from church. He asked to use my napkin in a way you would ask to borrow someone's car, just joking around you know? And I said sure you can, and he took it and was like, "I love you!"
I don't think either of us really registered what happened for a second, because I went to take a bite, and then I was like, waaaiiit a second, did he just say...
And then he was just sort of like, I did not mean to say that, it just sort of came out.
And we both sort of laughed about it, but it was still kind of awkward for a minute because he just accidentally told me he loved me.
He says that to people when they do small things like that, you know? Just being a dork like he is. And I know that that's all that it was, but still. I was already thinking about love non-stop, and now it's just 8 million times worse.
It's like, what is love? How do I know if I have it? How do I know if WE have it? When do I say it? Does he say it first? Do I already love him now?
I know that I like him, very,very,very,very, much. He brings me such joy. I love being with him so very much. I just don't even know what love is to even be able to tell if I do love him or not.
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Then and now.
Date: Dec 4th, 2011 4:13:32 pm - Subscribe
Mood: illuminated
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laughlaughcry.
Date: Dec 4th, 2011 4:02:04 pm - Subscribe
Mood: wishful
Jojo gave his number to Jenna. This caused me immense happiness, because "the rule" is that none of the band members can give their numbers out to girls. And, Jenna is an exception which is wonderful. When they were at Duqoin and girl asked Jojo for it, and he was like, "we aren't allowed"
So, I really hope something works out. I don't know what or how but I hope something good happens for them.
I had a wonderful time last night. Me, Jenna, Makennah, Bailey, Chelsea, and Emily all stayed the night with Anna. It was really great.
Jake and I have been dating for 2 months and 1 day. I know that it's so cliche, but every day I like him more then the previous.
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