remember;love
Date: Dec 4th, 2011 11:18:04 pm - Subscribe
Mood: insane
My posts used to actually be relevant. Then they just slowly declined. So, I'll try and make this one interesting.
Alright, so, a few nights ago, Jake asked me if Anna and Tyler were, "in loooove" yet. I told him they weren't.
Tonight, we were at La Fiesta after church, with tons of people from church. He asked to use my napkin in a way you would ask to borrow someone's car, just joking around you know? And I said sure you can, and he took it and was like, "I love you!"
I don't think either of us really registered what happened for a second, because I went to take a bite, and then I was like, waaaiiit a second, did he just say...
And then he was just sort of like, I did not mean to say that, it just sort of came out.
And we both sort of laughed about it, but it was still kind of awkward for a minute because he just accidentally told me he loved me.
He says that to people when they do small things like that, you know? Just being a dork like he is. And I know that that's all that it was, but still. I was already thinking about love non-stop, and now it's just 8 million times worse.
It's like, what is love? How do I know if I have it? How do I know if WE have it? When do I say it? Does he say it first? Do I already love him now?
I know that I like him, very,very,very,very, much. He brings me such joy. I love being with him so very much. I just don't even know what love is to even be able to tell if I do love him or not.
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Just saying.