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black dawn
Date: Feb 3rd, 2005 12:28:42 pm - Subscribe
Mood: undercaffeinated


In a pivotal moment in"My Dinner with Andre", Wallace Shawn defined happiness as "waking up and finding that the cold cup of coffee you left out the night before doesn't have a roach in it, so you sit down and you drink the sludge".

Wallace Shawn may be even more depressed than I am.

This morning the smell of whiskey and coke pervaded my bedroom. I poured myself a stiff one last night, but couldn't bring myself to drink it. I was too depressed to get drunk. Maybe it will be waiting for me when I get home, flat, syrupy, and if I am really lucky, a fly or two may have struggled, given up the ghost and and be floating, an image of my despair, on the sticky surface.

If that is the case, I will drink it.

Comments: (3)

dhd_me - February 03rd, 2005 Your life sounds as depressing as a Plath poem.

dpresso - February 03rd, 2005 Only not as well written.

suitable4u - February 03rd, 2005 sounds as tho i rote that, i feel for you so much, i guess saying how are you doesnt really say any thing, b/c i know, i know how you feel, and it isnt good, so all there is to say now is prep up and cut your rists. -peaches

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