throwing it all away.
Date: May 15th, 2008 8:01:14 pm - Subscribe
Mood: heartbroken

Need I say I love you
Need I say I care
Need I say that emotions,
Something we dont share
I dont want to be sitting here
Trying to deceive you
Cos you know I know baby
That I dont wanna go.

We cannot live together
We cannot live apart
Thats the situation
Ive known it from the start
Every time that I look at you
I can see the future
Cos you know I know babe
That I dont wanna go.

Throwing it all away
Throwing it all away
Is there nothing that I can say
To make you change your mind
I watch the world go round and round
And see mine turning upside down
Youre throwing it all away.

Now who will light up the darkness
Who will hold your hand
Who will find you the answers
When you dont understand
Why should I have to be the one
Who has to convince you
Cos you know I know baby
That I dont wanna go.

Someday youll be sorry
Someday when youre free
Memories will remind you
That our love was meant to be
Late at night when you call my name
The only sound youll hear
Is the sound of your voice calling
Calling after me.

Just throwing it all away
Throwing it all away
Theres nothing I can say
Were throwing it all away
Yes were throwing it all away...
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It's been a while
Date: Apr 21st, 2008 11:38:56 pm - Subscribe
Mood: desolate

Life has changed, drastically i might add.

What's happened? Honestly I don't even know.

It's weird having just about no girlfriends. None, zip. I have like one who i really talk to. I guess i just don't get along with girls. And it's hard to have guy friends, because well it just is. I've lost my best friend, I know it for sure at this point. She's completely different now at this point anyways.

So much for building up relationships and trust. It seems like such a waste now. Now that i've seemed to have lost the most important people in my life. These are the years you look back on. The memories you make in high school.. are not ones i want to remember when I'm older.

I don't want to graduate, but I can't wait to leave. I have no idea what I want to do with my life.. I don't want to go to college i really don't. It just feels like it will be highschool all over again.

More bullshit.
More heartbreak.

Waste, a fucking waste.

I try to get close with others. Then I just pull away. Farther and farther away I go. Off in oblivion.

Take me away.

The empty pages of our scrap book kill me. KILL ME. The memories we wont make, the memories we have made and are now nothing. I fucked up. Because of my stressful life I fucked it up. I'm so sick of fucking shit up. i know i making a bunch of mistakes as the days go by.

Seriously. I've just made one of the biggest mistakes of my life in the past week. And for what? To feel something?

What i would do to feel something.

Take me away
A million miles away from here
Take me away
Find a place for you and me
You're taking me higher
High as I could be
Take me away
Forever you and me
Take me away

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My world
Date: Nov 4th, 2007 2:15:38 pm - Subscribe
Mood: empty

I gave you everything I had to offer.

I was your "world", your "everything".

We touched and became one.

Love at first sight is an understatement.

It feels like I'm dying is an understatement.

I want everything back.

I wish I was never your world.

I want to be my own person again.

When someone says the words, "You're so beautiful" it's an empty, hallow statement. It means nothing coming from anyone but you. You know me inside and out. You know my true beauty on the inside.

It's hard for me to let go of that. It's hard for me to let go of you.
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So it continues.
Date: Jul 12th, 2007 11:22:05 am - Subscribe
Mood: wonderful

Yessssssss, life is still amazingly great.

Roger Waters today, which will be amazingly great as well.

Blog fin.

You've changed my life already.
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