It's been a while
Date: Apr 21st, 2008 11:38:56 pm - Subscribe
Mood: desolate

Life has changed, drastically i might add.

What's happened? Honestly I don't even know.

It's weird having just about no girlfriends. None, zip. I have like one who i really talk to. I guess i just don't get along with girls. And it's hard to have guy friends, because well it just is. I've lost my best friend, I know it for sure at this point. She's completely different now at this point anyways.

So much for building up relationships and trust. It seems like such a waste now. Now that i've seemed to have lost the most important people in my life. These are the years you look back on. The memories you make in high school.. are not ones i want to remember when I'm older.

I don't want to graduate, but I can't wait to leave. I have no idea what I want to do with my life.. I don't want to go to college i really don't. It just feels like it will be highschool all over again.

More bullshit.
More heartbreak.

Waste, a fucking waste.

I try to get close with others. Then I just pull away. Farther and farther away I go. Off in oblivion.

Take me away.

The empty pages of our scrap book kill me. KILL ME. The memories we wont make, the memories we have made and are now nothing. I fucked up. Because of my stressful life I fucked it up. I'm so sick of fucking shit up. i know i making a bunch of mistakes as the days go by.

Seriously. I've just made one of the biggest mistakes of my life in the past week. And for what? To feel something?

What i would do to feel something.

Take me away
A million miles away from here
Take me away
Find a place for you and me
You're taking me higher
High as I could be
Take me away
Forever you and me
Take me away

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anonymous - June 01st, 2008
hello .
This is Ned.
My MSN is
Could you add me as your friends


dreamoway - August 21st, 2008
i dont' have msn sorry..


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