Almost Doesn't Count
Date: 21st Dec 2006 11:27:11 AM - Subscribe
Mood: Embarrassingly Kibunwarui


I'm gonna be sick. Been feeling a little feverish since 10pm and my itchy throat has caused my voice to become froggy. Of all the times I had to come down with something, my body had to choose the holiday season. *bummer*
Another downpour on my xmas parade: Mom told me that my flight was moved to the 24th. So much for Xmas cheers. She really knows how to ruin my vulnerable disposition.

The main road near the house is found at an intersection. I rarely pass by there when going to the store cos I'm a 'reckless' biker and there's just too many cars. I usually go by the side streets.
But earlier, around 7pm, I made the mistake of ignoring the side streets and headed straight for the intersection. This was due to another biker on my right, which prevented me to make my usual turn. It was Seya-san, a co-worker. I believe she had just come from work. I had already taken my holiday leave effective today and we were both surprised to see each other. There was another biker on the wrong side of the road whom I was intently eye-ing. I wanted to avoid crashing into him.
With distractions coming at lightning speed one after the other, my mind was definitely elsewhere. I didn't notice that the light had already turned red. I was confidently making my right turn, which was one turn too late, when I found myself face to face with a car. Not one vehicle moved in the intersection. I was about an inch away from crashing onto the car whose driver was cursing to his heart's content.
The funny thing was all I felt was embarrassment. I didn't fear death or the possible injury I might have acquired. I was red-faced because of the situation. I nearly died (maybe) and all I felt was embarrassment. Is that weird or what?

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Happy Holidays!
Date: 20th Dec 2006 11:36:16 PM - Subscribe
Mood: Megalomaniacal
Reading: Paulo Coelho - The Valkyries

I might not be able to blog during the holidays cos I'm going back home on the 23rd to my beloved parents for a long-awaited vacation.
So, happy holidays everyone!! Hope you'll have a merry one. ^_^

Here's my gift for all emo aeonity bloggers:

Why do roses have thorns? - Tickle Me Emo

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Knock Me Over With A Feather
Date: 17th Dec 2006 10:17:29 AM - Subscribe
Mood: Unforbearing
Reading: Paulo Coelho - The Valkyries

Funny how life [or should I say fate] enjoys catching us by surprise, leaving our jaw hanging then pulling the rug under our feet.

This weekend was full of unexpected 'encounters'.

  • Saturday Evening - Chin JerkFace was the one who picked me up from work. After weeks of doing everything in my capability to see him with no success and just when I have given up, he shows up with a stupid smile on his face. I hate him but I can't stop lusting after him. *grr* I'm absolutely hopeless. What is it with me and married men?

  • Sunday Afternoon - Bryan dropped by the store, together with 6-month pregnant wife and bratty son. Though his guilty looks never fail to amuse me, I will always be regretful for the simple fact that he is married to Jason's older sister. ( ´,_ゝ`)

  • Sunday Evening - Jay, my best-boy-friend, paid a visit. He said that he wanted to make his presence felt just cos Xmas is just 'round the corner. The selfish imp! I missed him a lot.
    We're both aware of our 'feelings' for the other. But it's just so much more fun to be each other's bestfriend.


----- I'm losing patience by the second. My cousin won't stop with his yappering.

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Reality Check
Date: 12th Dec 2006 8:11:57 AM - Subscribe
Mood: Pissed Off!
Reading: Paulo Coelho - Veronika Decides to Die

Just to make it clear: I wasn't born yesterday!

We have two laptops in the house. One in the room I share with sister #2. The other, in sister #1 and husband's room.
For some strange reason, the pc in my room acts up whenever I log on to aeonity. I get a stop error message then it goes on a never-ending cycle of restarts. So I need to use the other unit for aeonity.

Sister #1 asked me earlier if I wanted to buy the laptop in their room. WTF?! Is she for real? Or has all her brain cells gone dead?
It's not hers to sell! She wasn't the one who bought it! *gawd* It was Mom's money! The nerve!! Grr~

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Parting is Such Sweet Sorrow
Date: 11th Dec 2006 1:58:41 AM - Subscribe
Mood: Indifferent
Reading: Paulo Coelho - Veronika Decides to Die


This caught my attention while browsing for random icons. It reminded me of my situation with Jason. I was so selfish that I never thought about the things that were going through his mind when we last saw each other. It was clear that he felt awkward, but tried his *damn* best to hide it. He wouldn't have gone inside the store if the girl didn't call him. Maybe he was concerned about my reaction too. Maybe.
Although I'm still avoiding him, I've decided to be happy for him and his new girl. I'm done picking up the pieces. It's time to move on.


Only four guys fall into this category: Knocks, George, Brian and Jason. The latter was the only one who literally lit me up. *blah* Brian and I have unfinished business, to put it mildly. The other two lads are happily married men with lovely kids, thank you very much.
I'm back on the waiting game again.

I actually have. Thanks to work.
I want this to be my last Jason-related post. I'm spring-cleaning my heart. *lol*

With that said, here's a final shout out to the guy who was almost the one:

Exhale.
There.
Clean as a whistle.

~_^

PS. Thanks to yourspacenow for the icons.

Weird icons that 'jumped' at me:


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