duckie_x0's Blog

shes beautiful, as usual, with bruises on her ego...
Date: Dec 11th, 2005 1:35:44 am - Subscribe
Mood: warm


i hate christmas. its the worst holiday of all holidays! its stupid and pointless. i know alot of people are like freakin out here now just cuz its like jesus's bday or w/e... but i dont really care. i mean its not like i dont care about jesus... i just dont like christmas. bad things always happen around christmas. i dont think ive had a "good" christmas in years. ever since i can remember, ive had sucky christmas's.

2004: parents almost split up.
2003: grandfather (the most important person in the world to me) died.
2002: brother (2nd most important) tried to kill himself.
2001: other grandfather died.
2000: huge family fight over drugs in the family.
1999: uncle died of cancer.
1998: grandmother died.

yeah so thats why im always depressed and mad around christmas. so anyone thats reading this that ive cussed out or yelled at lately, im really sorry! most of u, i really dont mean it. like kevin, i went off on u a few weeks ago for no reason, and im incredibly sorry about that! and parker, even though u did cheat on me, im sorry for cussin u out... 3 times. and tanner, im sorry for goin off on u yesterday. and anyone else i really cant think of at the moment.

anyways to change the subject. seth and i are dewin pretty good. hes really cool. hes not really my type, and i like him and everything, but u know when u like someone alot, but u just dont know if u really wanna go out with them? or u think someone is cool... but u just dont like them enough to have a relationship with them? yeah so thats how i am with seth. i think i might break up with him.

i met this new guy. well hes not really new. turns out we went to the same elementary skool. i never knew him i dont think. but anyways his name is kenney. hes really cool. he was supposed to meet me and some friends at the parade earlier tonight but he said he couldnt. so yeah. im not gonna do anything with him until me and seth break up. i dont like cheaters and i dont like cheating. (hint hint someone!!!) lol but yeah so kenneys cool. i wanna get to know him better.

so yeah thats all on my update on life for now. i may be back soon. ill try to start updating soon. later loves. <3
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