eadwine's blogWaiting for an answer from a friend, and the answer matters a lot, and just my luck, no friend online. Ah well.. I will wait.. maybe tomorrow.
Lung picture too, let's see if all the crap has gone and moved out of it. I doubt it though, since in the mornings I still have to open it up proper, and I can feel it scritch down there, like the little things are opening up from having been shriveled up down there. I'll know more tomorrow, so.. there is another stressor right there.
This morning it came to a sort of peak.. heart rate being fast and slow, the feeling of low blood pressure, causing the faster heart rate. I called in as soon as I was done and went to the office in the hopes to find the company doctor still there. No luck of course. Maybe go to a doctor soon, that was the advice of the leader, yeah.. I am heading there tomorrow. Everyone's curious of course.
I must say, things calmed down a lot in the afternoon, nice lady client, talkative, and yet still lets me do my thing. She told me that if there is help needed again to please come back. I made a good impression there, I'm glad. I know she's not a keeper, but still, it was good to go to a new person again, it sure has its advantages and it is kind of fun to do, even though I DO like regulars.
It's been a warm day to boot.. maybe my morning issues came from that, partly. I am debating what I am going to do tomorrow evening.. dance class or not. Given the recent stressors AND the fact that it is going to be quite warm for a spring day, I think I'll stay home and just go Friday. I need some relax time now to avoid a burn out.
Tomorrow just one client, Thursday just one client. Friday is in the loop still, with at least the afternoon client, not a clue about the morning. We'll see.
It's the second week of work, it's going to be a good week, I can feel that. Good thing. Yeah, that's about it from me here for now.
