Concentration?

Jul 28th, 2006 4:07:31 pm - Subscribe
Mood: virtuous

On Thursday I met up with James. He used to go to my school but left because his parents couldn't afford it anymore. He lives a couple hours away now which is sad. He's an truly awesome guy. We only really got friendly about a year before he left, even though we've known each other since age 10 or so. But we were actually really good friends just before he left.

He's having a hard time. Drugs/depression isn't doing him well. He was made to see a shrink because he eventually got thrown out of his school (although he appealed and got back in). The shrink thinks he's got ADHD and had put him on Ritalin. I think it's ridiculous. James is the most sane, straight thinking person I know. I think the shrink doesn't know what a teenagers life looks like.

Jake gave me a white Rose. He sent me a wonderful email after I had gone home today. We havn't had sex in a while; it's hard to be alone when everyone is off school for the summer. I always feel pretty guilty.

I think I might just be mistaking feeling guilty, for feeling horny.

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