Why??
Date: Jan 13th, 2007 5:45:15 pm - Subscribe
Mood: deserted
Currently Listening To: Didn't You Know How Much I Loved You / Kellie Pickler
How come every time i try
i break down and cry
who gave you the right
to ruin my life
I gave you my heart
but all you did was tear it apart
do you even know
about this hell i'm going through
or all i would do just to be with you
I can't trust you anymore
because of that whore
i thought you loved me
but i guess i was wrong
cause now you don't even pick up the phone
God i feel so alone
now that you are gone
why can't i just move on
The cuts are deeper now
more and more each day
my tears could fill the largest sea
my blod could flood the earth
I can't take this anymore
you broke my heart
and left the mess on the floor
Can you see the tears
can you see the blood
or is this just another part of your game
Do you enjoy my pain
did you rip my heart out
just to watch me bleed
I feel in love with you
then i feel apart
you said you loved me
or was it just a change of heart
Cause it happens everytime
my world falls apart
down with my broken heart
you tore them both apart
Why say you love me
when you truely dont
why say you care
when you couldn't care less
Why do i try to change you
when i know what is to come
Why care...
i'm slowly sliping away
more and more each day...
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Fuck off Haters!!!!
Date: Jan 2nd, 2007 4:05:04 pm - Subscribe
Mood: pissed off
Currently Listening To: Pain / 3 Days Grace
Okay first of all my peoms about how i feel. And i dont think it's cool when people trassh my peoms and shit. I feel how i feel and to tell someone they aren't in love when they dont even know them is wrong you dont know what their heart is saying...ou dont even have a clue!! That's like telling a cat to fuck an elephant it aint gonna happen!! Please support my poetry or fuck off!! Those of you who support my work....Thank you!!!! And i'll post more later.
.:*Mallie aka Fallen Angel*:.
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lost & forgotten...
Date: Dec 29th, 2006 6:55:12 pm - Subscribe
Mood: destroyed
Currently Listening To: doublin blues / gay clark
have you ever felt as if you couldn't cary on?? i feel as if i don't belong...i'm in the shadows...i have no reason to live...my love is cheating on me with another girl...i just want out of my misery....his lips are like a razor blade his eyes are a loaded gun...why wont he just cut me deep and blow me away...instead of playing games with my heart....i'm coming to except the fact that the game changes but the players dont....
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Pain
Date: Dec 26th, 2006 4:56:32 am - Subscribe
Mood: deserted
Currently Listening To: I'm With You / Avril Lavinge
I’m sick of crying
Tired of trying
Yeah I’m smiling
But deep inside I’m dieing…
Your heart is as black as your words
Cutting me deep…
Deeper than any blade
Maybe someday you’ll see
Just how bad you hurt me
Maybe you’ll see
The blood I’ve shed
The tears I’ve cried
All the times you’ve lied
Your words are painful
They cut me deep
And I sit here and weep
The tears stream silently down my cheeks
As I tremble
Trying soo hard to stay away
As I clasp the cold
Blood stained blade
I say to myself
Only one more time
Using pressure
Pressing it in deep
Watching the blood trickle down my wrist
Thinking this is the only way
I have to escape my pain
Giggling as I watch it drip
The pitter patter of it hitting the floor
The pounding fist at my door
Sitting in my dark corner
Thinking If you only knew
About this hell you put me through
Sitting in the shadows
Blade in hand
Goose bumps on my arm
Thinking about how much I love self harm
The chill running up and down my spine
The sound of my own screaming numbing my mind
But don’t worry
I’m just silently dieing inside
I’ll be fine
As you have said so many times
By: Mallory Dawson ( me )
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I wrote this peom last night about my parents....but let me know what ya'll think...
All my love,
Mallie aka Fallen Angel
P.s. I wish ya'll a very mery Christmas and a drunken New Year!! lol
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Another Poem I wrote...
Date: Dec 22nd, 2006 2:36:29 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Chasing Cars ( Snow Patrol )
I hurt too long
And long to hurt
I am as I have made myself
Which is what you have made me
I wish to control
Yet am submissive
and do not wish to change
What is wrong with who I am
I am not who I am
I conderject myself
Fore I have let the world mold me
Into what I am
All I long for now is to visit me!!
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