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emo_barbie
Pain - Subscribe
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I’m sick of crying Tired of trying Yeah I’m smiling But deep inside I’m dieing… Your heart is as black as your words Cutting me deep… Deeper than any blade Maybe someday you’ll see Just how bad you hurt me Maybe you’ll see The blood I’ve shed The tears I’ve cried All the times you’ve lied Your words are painful They cut me deep And I sit here and weep The tears stream silently down my cheeks As I tremble Trying soo hard to stay away As I clasp the cold Blood stained blade I say to myself Only one more time Using pressure Pressing it in deep Watching the blood trickle down my wrist Thinking this is the only way I have to escape my pain Giggling as I watch it drip The pitter patter of it hitting the floor The pounding fist at my door Sitting in my dark corner Thinking If you only knew About this hell you put me through Sitting in the shadows Blade in hand Goose bumps on my arm Thinking about how much I love self harm The chill running up and down my spine The sound of my own screaming numbing my mind But don’t worry I’m just silently dieing inside I’ll be fine As you have said so many times By: Mallory Dawson ( me ) ------------------------------------------- I wrote this peom last night about my parents....but let me know what ya'll think... All my love, Mallie aka Fallen Angel P.s. I wish ya'll a very mery Christmas and a drunken New Year!! lol |
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emo_barbie
lost & forgotten... Dec 29th, 2006 1:55:12 pm - Subscribe
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| have you ever felt as if you couldn't cary on?? i feel as if i don't belong...i'm in the shadows...i have no reason to live...my love is cheating on me with another girl...i just want out of my misery....his lips are like a razor blade his eyes are a loaded gun...why wont he just cut me deep and blow me away...instead of playing games with my heart....i'm coming to except the fact that the game changes but the players dont.... |