emo_barbies Aeonity Blog

Why??

Sat, 13 Jan 2007 11:45:15 -0600

How come every time i try i break down and cry who gave you the right to ruin my life I gave you my heart but all you did was tear it apart do you even know about this hell i'm going through or all i would do just to be with you I can't trust you anymore because of that whore i thought you loved me but i guess i was wrong cause no... Read More

Fuck off Haters!!!!

Tue, 02 Jan 2007 10:05:04 -0600

Okay first of all my peoms about how i feel. And i dont think it's cool when people trassh my peoms and shit. I feel how i feel and to tell someone they aren't in love when they dont even know them is wrong you dont know what their heart is saying...ou dont even have a clue!! That's like telling a cat to fuck an elephant it aint gonna happen!! Plea... Read More

lost & forgotten...

Fri, 29 Dec 2006 12:55:12 -0600

have you ever felt as if you couldn't cary on?? i feel as if i don't belong...i'm in the shadows...i have no reason to live...my love is cheating on me with another girl...i just want out of my misery....his lips are like a razor blade his eyes are a loaded gun...why wont he just cut me deep and blow me away...instead of playing games with my heart... Read More

Pain

Mon, 25 Dec 2006 22:56:32 -0600

I’m sick of crying Tired of trying Yeah I’m smiling But deep inside I’m dieing… Your heart is as black as your words Cutting me deep… Deeper than any blade Maybe someday you’ll see Just how bad you hurt me Maybe you’ll see The blood I’ve shed The tears I’ve cried All the times you’ve lied Your words are pa... Read More

Another Poem I wrote...

Fri, 22 Dec 2006 08:36:29 -0600

I hurt too long And long to hurt I am as I have made myself Which is what you have made me I wish to control Yet am submissive and do not wish to change What is wrong with who I am I am not who I am I conderject myself Fore I have let the world mold me Into what I am All I long for now is to visit me!! ... Read More

Reason...Questions....

Thu, 21 Dec 2006 10:13:43 -0600

To night as I sit alone in the dark And cry from a broken heart The questions roll of my tongue soft yet bitter How could you Why would you I ask through warm tears You said you’d always be here But that was always my worst fear Now as I lay in bed Worries running through my head I’m asking for the impossible Trying to stop ... Read More

My Favorite Peom...

Wed, 20 Dec 2006 21:16:13 -0600

a friend of mine and i wrote this about 3 months ago and i "co wrote it"...let me know what you think... This girl in the dark Has a beautiful face with out a name A beautiful smile to hide the pain This girl in the dark Has cuts on her arm And loves nothing more than self harm This girl in the dark Doesn’t know how much longer she... Read More

Broken

Wed, 20 Dec 2006 19:25:55 -0600

You broke my heart And left me alone My heart is broken and the tears they won’t quite I’ve loved you for soo long And now you’re gone How can I carry on As I begin to cry And ask you why… Your voice is faint Yet I still hear Your heart breaking answer Echoing in my ear I understand you love her But I love you too I just... Read More

Release Of Pain

Wed, 20 Dec 2006 19:23:54 -0600

To see the blood is to release the pain a razor to the skin or a bullet through the brain i do it to release my pain take me out of this world take me out of my misery i plead i'm sick of all the tragedy and sins every day i'm sick of all the lies and all the hate i just can not bear all this pain my desteny awaits... By: Mallory D... Read More