Hey, Its been a really really long time since i've been here lots of changes, went from emo blog to aeonity blog. its crazy how long i've been away. Heres what happened in my life
I just had my 17th b day and it was a blast the only thing that wasn't so fun was that noone really came to hang out with me, oh well, everyone was out of town its understandable, i just slept all day. It was fun!
On another note...
My ex girlfriend became pregnant about 15 months ago, we had our first child Analise Nicole , She was born with a heart defect and passed away 84 hours later. I miss her with all my heart, Something happened between me and my ex, she said that she didn't want to continue the relationship, i told her we can'd do that to our daughter. she just left, and decided to go out with some other guy like nothing ever fucken happened...I can't belive it, my heart is torn into peices. She still says she loves me and wants to be with me, but its been a long time and she hasn't even attempted to do anything, i can't love or like anyother girl because i'm soo in love with her but i don't want to be, she left me and my daughters memories when she left. I don't know whats wrong with her, i really wish Ana was still here, then i would atleast have something.
I've had the most horrible past year of my life, and i can only see it gettin worse. Parents don't really help anymore either..