emohearts Aeonity Blog

the show last weekend

Fri, 02 Sep 2005 18:13:29 -0500

Man, my band had a really awesome show last saturday. Makes me feel a little better, because the last show we played just pissed me off. This time we played second to last, and I guess everyone left after we were done. That's always a good thing. There wasn't any good moshing, but everyone was up front and at least like the show. But I'm reall... Read More

Murder, the perfect art...

Thu, 11 Aug 2005 01:04:15 -0500

It's been an interesting couple of days. I've done almost nothing while an immense sorrow builds in my heart. Nothing new there. I certainly need a change before I'm completely overloaded with pain. Oh well. It seems I can order the guitar I want tomorrow. It's the coolest freaking thing I've ever seen. Maybe when I get that I'll feel a litt... Read More

Work set me free

Mon, 08 Aug 2005 01:12:45 -0500

I spent today working on a farm and I feel pretty good. Physical labor can really get rid of feelings you don't want. I don't even have the energy to feel depressed right now. But I made some money and got to let out some energy. I need to get a good job like that. But I didn't wear a long sleeve shirt and now my arms are cut up all the way do... Read More

Crimson, the color of pain

Sat, 06 Aug 2005 23:29:23 -0500

Once again, I find myself here. I'm feeling better than the other day, but this life still seems like such a falsehood. What is really the point? Perhaps just to spite all those who would wish me dead? I suppose that is a good enough reason to live. At least in my mind it is. My mind is admittedly a bit twisted. It's bound to become this way... Read More

alone in darkness

Tue, 02 Aug 2005 11:23:39 -0500

Man, life is really harsh. It's been a hard time lately. Verything has just been falling apart for me. Don't even know what to do anymore... Wrote some good lyrics the other day. Really sad lyrics. Think I'll use them for a new song. This life is just a tragedy. I know I'll just keep on living. I can't stand the thought of anything else. ... Read More