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i almost wanted to tell her today, but than i kept it in. i almost wanted to cry today, but than i kept it in. today i almost told the whole world but i knew better, to keep it in. i need to let it all out, some way, but im just gonna keep it in. sometimes i break down and let it all out, but than i don't tell, anyone else. just to keep it in. i have had it hard all my life and i have always kept it in. i feel like it makes me look so strong, but now the ones i told wanna say, that im not as storng, so they prey, that i let it all out and find some help today, but i tell them to stay out of my life! and now that some of its out there. it's just more reasons to keep, keep it in. |
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when i woke up, something inside me was screaming... i try to calm it down and stop the sounds but nothing will do it for me. and i cant explain why this happens and i cant make it stop. it just keeps coming harder faster stronger and it is forcing me, to just give up! now i've tried to give in so many times before but i could never go through with it because of the people near my heart and now im sure that i have finally lost it! i feel helpless. i feel weak. too many people are riding on me! i got to be strong. but its hard to think. can they get threw it when i sink? and i cant explain why this is happens and i cant make it stop. it just keeps coming harder faster stronger and it is forcing me, to just give up! now i've tried to give in so many times before but i could never go through with it because of the people near my heart and now im sure that i have finally lost it! the pressure of them is haunting me i just want to run away and be free but they have tied me down with resopsiblity. to many short cuts, i had to take, but now i can see thats forced me to brake. and i cant explain why this is happens and i cant make it stop. it just keeps coming harder faster stronger and it is forcing me, to just give up! now i've tried to give in so many times before but i could never go through with it because of the people near my heart and now im sure that i have finally lost it! |
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Around the corner I have a friend, In this great city that has no end, Yet the days go by and weeks rush on, And before I know it, a year is gone. And I never see my old friends face, For life is a swift and terrible race, He knows I like him just as well, As in the days when I rang his bell. And he rang mine. but we were younger then, And now we are busy, tired men. Tired of playing a foolish game, Tired of trying to make a name. "Tomorrow" I say! "I will call on Jim Just to show that I'm thinking of him." But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes, And distance between us grows and grows. Around the corner, yet miles away, "Here's a telegram sir," "Jim died today. And that's what we get and deserve in the end. Around the corner, a vanished friend. Remember to always say what you mean. If you love someone, tell them. Don't be afraid to express yourself. Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you. Because when you decide that it is the right time it might be too late. Seize the day. Never have regrets. And most importantly, stay close to your friends and family, for they have helped make you the person that you are today. |
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when you're young, time usually goes by at a snails pace. everyday lasts forever, and every moment you wait takes a life time to pass. now, that i am grown up, there's never enough time. days are short and hours happen in a heartbeat. special moments don't last as long as they used too. but the memories you make int he time that is lost, stay with you always. the pain, the joy, and the sorrow, they'll never go away. not until the day time runs out. |