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she fools all of her friends into thinking shes so strong, but she still sleeps with the light on and she acts like its all right as she smiles agian, even though she knows her mother is sick and her friends wouldn't understand shes a question without any answers, who feels like falling apart, she doesn't know, shes so much more then worthless, she needs to find the surface, she wonders what she did to deserve this, and shes calling out to you, cause every time she falls down, she reaches out to you, and shes loosing all controle and she trys to fight the pian of it all. cause thats her biggest fear, and she always crying on the inside, cause she doesn't want anyone to know whats really going on. but i dont wanna hide her anymore, her life is trash and she needs someone that can understand. |
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the perfect girl the one that never felt pain the one who always smiled even when her heart was strained nothing could get her down no one could make her cry for she was the perfect girl living the perfect lie at night she cried silently no one suspected a thing the smile hid all the tears the laugh covered up the pain she didnt think her friends liked her for who she was so she put on a show even though she still felt useless her friends never came over to see her small home she said her parents worked alot and they couldnt be there alone the girls life was anything but great her brother threaten to kill them her dad was never there and her mother always drank her mother called her fat until she thought the same she started skipping meals and her friends started to take shame she never did drugs or cut herself but she still felt the judging eye from all around maybe the perfect girl always smiled but inside she was fading away crying herself to sleep every night and putting on a mask every day. |
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never really fitting in she still tries to smile crying tears and hiding secrets from all of them behind her eyes they never could see the pain but it was real and it felt like a bad dream she tried to make friends and pretend she was fine though she looked ok they were missing every sign even when she smiled they could never see her eyes filling with tears and hiding all of her twisted lies every night when she went home she faced the pain the only relief she could find was writing it all down she came home to her drunk mother that would tell her how horriable she was and every morning when she went out she heard laughter knowing that no one cared what would happen after each day she was pushed around and hurt her soul was bruised and her eyes full of tears a life of pain and a life of torment she has to live her "friends" thought she had a great life but they never noticed how each day she was worse they only saw her smile and only heard her laughter but they never saw the pain behind her eyes they saw her cry only in the rain none of them knew what she went through but its better that way |
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i heard from my angel today she is hurting inside and out the reason she is this way she needs some one, no doubt she misses her old life the way it used to be her heartache seems to never end to rescue her, ill be what i need to be she is out of her element and so lost, she feels like just giving up she can feel the strian to her heart she always had a strong will which will get her through this i know you love her still she can heal and find bliss bruised as she may be time heals all wounds she needs you so please come home soon |
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she lies to us and makes us cry. she moves our things around and than blames us when we cant find them. she tells us we're worthless, nothing at all to her, and than the next morning she says she loves us. and every time it happens i told her i loved her too. but next time, next time im going to tell her the truth im tried of her hitting us and making us look like the bad guys making us feel sorry for her when when we should be saying thats what you get. but i still cant find it in myself to be brave and tell them, tell all of them. and tell her, that i hate her |