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people tell me that i m a bird in the sky, that i'm free. but really i'm a bird in a cage, not free at all. i do wat i m told, and if i try to fight it, i get punished by the others. it happened once before, i tryed to be my self. but then, boom. down came the punishment. it hurt so bad. they cliped my wings, so i couldn't fly and be free. they were afaird of what i could do. they were afaird that i would fly too high and i would be so great that i would leave them behind. and i probably would, but because they hurt me, and i can NEVER forgive them for that. but in that cage they gave me a place, a place that protected me from the harsh realitys of life. which was sometimes okay, but not always. i never got to experience what i needed to know. that cage looked like a palace. but in fact, was actually a prison. but when it was raining they were there, to warm me when i was shivering. or when it was steaming, to chill me when i was sweating. and i could never be alone, unless i was punished, then i was always alone. i was alone alot. while they just flew around, with others like them selves. not letting me fly. and i can NEVER forgive them for that. |
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Unforgetable days spent together. Swinging on swings, and tickling eachother. Times you remember, and laugh about when your bored. Sitting, talking, holding eachother, never wanting to let go. Stupid little arguments about who love's who more. The times you adore. Everyday, your love growing stronger and stronger. You never want the feeling to end. That is what I call true love that will never end. |
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remember when boys had cooties. when friends always listened to you when dreams were shattered. and worries were few. when recess was too short and life was too long. when decisions came eaisly. with no need too belong? when storks deliverd babies and passions weren't so strong. when friendships weren't broken. right was right & wrong was wrong. when bad things didn't happen only skinned knees brought tears. and the night light in our room quieted all our fears. when desisions were solved by eni meani mini mo. when boys were so yucky and goodbye mean't only until tomorrow. when ur clothes didn't match and real friends didn't part. the fun went on forever and never left a broken heart. |
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as imperceptible as grief the summer lapsed away, too imperceptible, at last, it seems we only have this day. one by one they all will go never to return, away away they will flee from the fires ember burn. and why does one, come and stay. i have nothing left to show. but then even that one goes away, because i told it so. now i'm really alone, i have no one left, as you can see, but still all of them, they will always come mock me. |
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i was wrong about everything i have ever said to you. i was confused about myself so why was i giving you advice? i though i was ugly, a freak, a nobody. but i was wrong and thanks to you i can change. but i knew you were right. and it was me that was wrong. this years' been a lie and you didn't say anything! this wasn't me, it was just a lie for you. just to make you think i was myself. but i was a little something else. and my real self almost faded away. |