Archives: April 2005, May 2005, June 2005, July 2005, August 2005, September 2005, October 2005, December 2005, February 2006, September 2006, February 2008, November 2008
My Blogs


emokid all alone - Subscribe
is this world too big?
am i too small?
and how about every one else.

they seem to fit into the world just fine.
i guess i am the only one.
but then there's you!

i used to be one of them but now,
with out knowing it,
i have fallen..........

and everyone
passes me by.
but then there's you!

i have been down here, alone, 4 long years,
and just when i could see the light.
it was gone again.

i am still down here, alone, but its getting a
little brighter
just a little brighter.....
because there's you!

so is the world too big
or am i too small?
i guess we can find out tomorrow...........

1 Comments
Mood: hopeful

emokid not alone May 14th, 2005 8:39:25 pm - Subscribe
Remember the good ole' days,
and all we've been through,
all those times we got in trouble...
and we didnt know what to do!
All those times we laughed,
and all those tears we cried,
but you never left me,
you were always there by my side.
I wish i could stay here with you,
for as long as my life will go on,
not being able to see your face,
all because im gone.
You were always more of a sister to me,
a very special friend,
and ever since the day i met you i knew our frriendship would never end.
Ill miss you more than anyone else,
i just thought you would like to know.
Im sorry that im leaving you,
but its time for me to go........
Love always

one of my best friends sent me this and it makes me feel so loved
0 Comments
Mood: loved

emokid my life May 24th, 2005 9:45:28 pm - Subscribe
your life is perfect and i wish it was mine,
but even if i got driections it would be impossible to find.
i have it bad all my life.
i even thought about using a knife
and i have been keeping this in,
since my kiddie days.
so would you just listen now,
i have alot to say.
when i first got to school
it was going all right,
but than things started getting wierd,
it was blowing my mind.
all the rumors about me.
my friends started to hear
and now that im home
im here sheading tears.
they tell me there here
and it'll all be all right
but i known them by now
it will end in a fight.
they tell me im nuts
that i have it good
but if they were here
they would see what i only could
i never had a friend
that i could trust.
and i m only seeing it now.
that its all been a bust.
all my other "friends"
that i have ever known,
are always saying how there
never alone.
like they have other friends
that are better than me.
and now that your looking,
maybe you'll see
and im never really my self.
im always somebody else.
just so i could fit in.
with everyone else.
and when i try to be a different.
its screaming out loud
its just my true self.
to the rest of the crowd.
and when i try to be nice,
people think i m just weird.
but i don't care
now i just want to hear.
what my friends have to say
and it better real
or i will give up to day
and you'll never now how i feel.
1 Comments
Mood: true/angry/depressed

emokid prefect? Jun 1st, 2005 1:12:14 am - Subscribe
you now
when it really comes down to it
no one is perfect.
not even the preppys at school.

perfect
is in the eyes of the witness.
and when u get to perfect u see
its no better than where you were before

and now
where you were before
is looking perfect
but you now better don't you?

and if your thinking of,
some ones life
and think its perfect.
you wish that it was yours

so make a wish
life goes on
and if its not what you though
don't tell me that i was right

i already know
because i told you so
just is too juvenile
for me that is

your always going to be a disappiontment
to others
but to your self
you should be a rejociment

and next time you think
something is better than were you are
instead of stealing that
make it your self

and than you'll see
you'll see you were wrong
and you'll come
cring back to me
0 Comments
Mood: misunderstood

emokid nobody Jun 1st, 2005 1:25:07 am - Subscribe
i'm nobody,
who are you?
are you nobody
too?
well than,
we're a pair!
its just us,
two nobobys here

how horribble
to be some one.
to have to live,
with other some ones.
they must be dreadfully bored.
with no one interesting to talk to.
and to think
we're the reason why they're somebodys

we're why they get to be with others,
like them selfs,
that wish they could just be nobody
for a day.
and not have to deal with the
wish wash of they're some body lives.
and just to be a nobody.
yeah thats the life!
1 Comments
Mood: witty