emokid's Blog

caught me
Date: Sep 18th, 2005 1:42:40 am - Subscribe
Mood: ashamed


its hard when your life is in a hole
you do things that you later regret
like now i wish i hadn't hurt myself
cause today she found out
i knew she would adventually
but i didn't want her to find out now
she grabbed my wrist
than looked at me
than back at my wrist
i didn't know what to do.
so i lied
but i could tell she didn't believe me
i pulled away from her grip
and got up
she was still staring at me
with a look in her eye like
how could you?
after that i felt like everyone was looking
i hind my arm in my shirt
but maybe now she will know
that i cant do life on my own
that i need a little help with somethings
but this wasn't my only secret
Comments: (5)

perfect110 - September 18th, 2005 oh- i'm sorry that happened to you... i had the exact same experience a few years ago. it's an awful feeling- huh? good luck... perfect~

tear - September 18th, 2005 sorry to hear about that. i know what thats like, ive been there ~love if u ever need someone to talk to ill listen

paperdoll - September 18th, 2005 maybe her finding out is for the best.. cutting isnt good... but yeah ive been there before also

emokid - September 19th, 2005 thanx guys, it helps to kno some 1 cares

makeithurt - September 22nd, 2005 looks like we've faced the same situation. its tough to deal with, but we are all here to listen to you! <3

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