my life
Date: May 24th, 2005 4:45:28 pm - Subscribe
Mood: true/angry/depressed
your life is perfect and i wish it was mine,
but even if i got driections it would be impossible to find.
i have it bad all my life.
i even thought about using a knife
and i have been keeping this in,
since my kiddie days.
so would you just listen now,
i have alot to say.
when i first got to school
it was going all right,
but than things started getting wierd,
it was blowing my mind.
all the rumors about me.
my friends started to hear
and now that im home
im here sheading tears.
they tell me there here
and it'll all be all right
but i known them by now
it will end in a fight.
they tell me im nuts
that i have it good
but if they were here
they would see what i only could
i never had a friend
that i could trust.
and i m only seeing it now.
that its all been a bust.
all my other "friends"
that i have ever known,
are always saying how there
never alone.
like they have other friends
that are better than me.
and now that your looking,
maybe you'll see
and im never really my self.
im always somebody else.
just so i could fit in.
with everyone else.
and when i try to be a different.
its screaming out loud
its just my true self.
to the rest of the crowd.
and when i try to be nice,
people think i m just weird.
but i don't care
now i just want to hear.
what my friends have to say
and it better real
or i will give up to day
and you'll never now how i feel.
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stalewords - May 24th, 2005 |
