last Day
Date: Jun 25th, 2005 6:56:18 pm - Subscribe
Mood: gothic
the last day
of anything is bad.
the last day of school,
the last day of summer,
but its not the end
of the world.
you will have more lasts.
but the last day of your
life is it.
no more chances,
no more lasts.
its just the end.
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wrong
Date: Jun 21st, 2005 6:04:45 pm - Subscribe
Mood: true to the real me
i was wrong
about everything i have ever said to you.
i was confused about myself
so why was i giving you advice?
i though i was ugly, a freak, a nobody.
but i was wrong and
thanks to you i can change.
but i knew you were right.
and it was me that was wrong.
this years' been a lie and
you didn't say anything!
this wasn't me,
it was just a lie for you.
just to make you think i was myself.
but i was a little something else.
and my real self almost faded away.
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no one
Date: Jun 13th, 2005 3:25:15 pm - Subscribe
Mood: hurt
as imperceptible as grief
the summer lapsed away,
too imperceptible, at last,
it seems we only have this day.
one by one they all will go
never to return,
away away they will flee
from the fires ember burn.
and why does one,
come and stay.
i have nothing left to show.
but then even that one goes away,
because i told it so.
now i'm really alone,
i have no one left,
as you can see,
but still all of them,
they will always come mock me.
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broken heart
Date: Jun 4th, 2005 7:20:11 pm - Subscribe
Mood: betrayed
remember when boys had cooties.
when friends always listened to you
when dreams were shattered.
and worries were few.
when recess was too short
and life was too long.
when decisions came eaisly.
with no need too belong?
when storks deliverd babies
and passions weren't so strong.
when friendships weren't broken.
right was right & wrong was wrong.
when bad things didn't happen
only skinned knees brought tears.
and the night light in our room
quieted all our fears.
when desisions were solved
by eni meani mini mo.
when boys were so yucky
and goodbye mean't only
until tomorrow.
when ur clothes didn't match
and real friends didn't part.
the fun went on forever and
never left a broken heart.
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true love
Date: Jun 4th, 2005 7:11:51 pm - Subscribe
Mood: taken
Unforgetable days spent together.
Swinging on swings, and tickling eachother.
Times you remember,
and laugh about when your bored.
Sitting, talking, holding eachother,
never wanting to let go.
Stupid little arguments
about who love's who more.
The times you adore.
Everyday, your love growing
stronger and stronger.
You never want the feeling to end.
That is what I call true love
that will never end.
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little bird
Date: Jun 1st, 2005 6:25:22 pm - Subscribe
Mood: torn
people tell me that i m a bird in the sky,
that i'm free.
but really i'm a bird in a cage,
not free at all.
i do wat i m told,
and if i try to fight it,
i get punished by the others.
it happened once before,
i tryed to be my self.
but then, boom.
down came the punishment.
it hurt so bad.
they cliped my wings,
so i couldn't fly
and be free.
they were afaird of what i could do.
they were afaird that i would fly too high
and i would be so great that i would leave them behind.
and i probably would,
but because they hurt me,
and i can NEVER forgive them for that.
but in that cage they gave me a place,
a place that protected me
from the harsh realitys of life.
which was sometimes okay,
but not always.
i never got to experience
what i needed to know.
that cage looked like a palace.
but in fact,
was actually a prison.
but when it was raining they were there,
to warm me when i was shivering.
or when it was steaming,
to chill me when i was sweating.
and i could never be alone,
unless i was punished,
then i was always alone.
i was alone alot.
while they just flew around,
with others like them selves.
not letting me fly.
and i can NEVER forgive them for that.
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nobody
Date: May 31st, 2005 8:25:07 pm - Subscribe
Mood: witty
i'm nobody,
who are you?
are you nobody
too?
well than,
we're a pair!
its just us,
two nobobys here
how horribble
to be some one.
to have to live,
with other some ones.
they must be dreadfully bored.
with no one interesting to talk to.
and to think
we're the reason why they're somebodys
we're why they get to be with others,
like them selfs,
that wish they could just be nobody
for a day.
and not have to deal with the
wish wash of they're some body lives.
and just to be a nobody.
yeah thats the life!
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prefect?
Date: May 31st, 2005 8:12:14 pm - Subscribe
Mood: misunderstood
you now
when it really comes down to it
no one is perfect.
not even the preppys at school.
perfect
is in the eyes of the witness.
and when u get to perfect u see
its no better than where you were before
and now
where you were before
is looking perfect
but you now better don't you?
and if your thinking of,
some ones life
and think its perfect.
you wish that it was yours
so make a wish
life goes on
and if its not what you though
don't tell me that i was right
i already know
because i told you so
just is too juvenile
for me that is
your always going to be a disappiontment
to others
but to your self
you should be a rejociment
and next time you think
something is better than were you are
instead of stealing that
make it your self
and than you'll see
you'll see you were wrong
and you'll come
cring back to me
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my life
Date: May 24th, 2005 4:45:28 pm - Subscribe
Mood: true/angry/depressed
your life is perfect and i wish it was mine,
but even if i got driections it would be impossible to find.
i have it bad all my life.
i even thought about using a knife
and i have been keeping this in,
since my kiddie days.
so would you just listen now,
i have alot to say.
when i first got to school
it was going all right,
but than things started getting wierd,
it was blowing my mind.
all the rumors about me.
my friends started to hear
and now that im home
im here sheading tears.
they tell me there here
and it'll all be all right
but i known them by now
it will end in a fight.
they tell me im nuts
that i have it good
but if they were here
they would see what i only could
i never had a friend
that i could trust.
and i m only seeing it now.
that its all been a bust.
all my other "friends"
that i have ever known,
are always saying how there
never alone.
like they have other friends
that are better than me.
and now that your looking,
maybe you'll see
and im never really my self.
im always somebody else.
just so i could fit in.
with everyone else.
and when i try to be a different.
its screaming out loud
its just my true self.
to the rest of the crowd.
and when i try to be nice,
people think i m just weird.
but i don't care
now i just want to hear.
what my friends have to say
and it better real
or i will give up to day
and you'll never now how i feel.
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not alone
Date: May 14th, 2005 3:39:25 pm - Subscribe
Mood: loved
Remember the good ole' days,
and all we've been through,
all those times we got in trouble...
and we didnt know what to do!
All those times we laughed,
and all those tears we cried,
but you never left me,
you were always there by my side.
I wish i could stay here with you,
for as long as my life will go on,
not being able to see your face,
all because im gone.
You were always more of a sister to me,
a very special friend,
and ever since the day i met you i knew our frriendship would never end.
Ill miss you more than anyone else,
i just thought you would like to know.
Im sorry that im leaving you,
but its time for me to go........
Love always
one of my best friends sent me this and it makes me feel so loved
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