emokids Aeonity Blog

I can't believe I'll miss you

Fri, 21 Nov 2008 20:19:07 -0600

Can you shut your mouth and listen when I tell you about my day? Can you stop and wait for me to catch up instead of just slowing down? Can you just let me take a nap on the sofa when I get home from school? Can you remember to fill out my school forms before they are due? Can you let me organize my room the way I want? Can you buy American ch... Read More

back yet again

Sun, 03 Feb 2008 19:26:23 -0600

its been a long time, my life had gotten better but thats not why im here. my life has gotten more stressful than ever. i was blocking out the pain pretending like i had changed breathing through it all but thats only made me more deranged my best friend forgot me my parents put me down all the time im on the edge flirting with danger... Read More

im not dead yet

Fri, 01 Sep 2006 19:19:29 -0500

i've been going to hard for just to long i dont even think i can go on. im taking on to much at one time, and im starting to drown in the sea i cry this girl who gives all she can cant give anymore. she needs help from the ones who hurt her, or else she'll hurt herself even more. she wont eat, her cloths wont fit, and she sleeps to esca... Read More

tonight

Mon, 20 Feb 2006 17:55:36 -0600

i wish god would send me an angel, to help make this pain stop. its been hurting too long, and i think i need one, or else i wont make it through tonight. yea its gotten that bad, and i dont want to tell you. what the pain is doing to me. but its making my crazy for you not to know and maybe i just might shed alittle light. tonig... Read More

memories of time

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 10:55:03 -0600

when you're young, time usually goes by at a snails pace. everyday lasts forever, and every moment you wait takes a life time to pass. now, that i am grown up, there's never enough time. days are short and hours happen in a heartbeat. special moments don't last as long as they used too. but the memories you make int he time that ... Read More

Seize the day

Mon, 19 Dec 2005 21:06:34 -0600

Around the corner I have a friend, In this great city that has no end, Yet the days go by and weeks rush on, And before I know it, a year is gone. And I never see my old friends face, For life is a swift and terrible race, He knows I like him just as well, As in the days when I rang his bell. And he rang mine. but we were younge... Read More

finally lost it

Sun, 18 Dec 2005 19:33:54 -0600

when i woke up, something inside me was screaming... i try to calm it down and stop the sounds but nothing will do it for me. and i cant explain why this happens and i cant make it stop. it just keeps coming harder faster stronger and it is forcing me, to just give up! now i've tried to give in so many times before but i could nev... Read More

just keep it in

Fri, 09 Dec 2005 20:15:13 -0600

i almost wanted to tell her today, but than i kept it in. i almost wanted to cry today, but than i kept it in. today i almost told the whole world but i knew better, to keep it in. i need to let it all out, some way, but im just gonna keep it in. sometimes i break down and let it all out, but than i don't tell, anyone else. just to k... Read More

anymore

Thu, 06 Oct 2005 05:22:57 -0500

whenever i trip i think of her. whenever i slur my words i think of her. and whenever i see her the way she thinks is better, i cry til i cant cry anymore. every night and every day i always see her the same way and i cant control my feelings when i m near her but no one sees me crying anymore i told my friend but she cant help a... Read More

caught me

Sat, 17 Sep 2005 20:42:40 -0500

its hard when your life is in a hole you do things that you later regret like now i wish i hadn't hurt myself cause today she found out i knew she would adventually but i didn't want her to find out now she grabbed my wrist than looked at me than back at my wrist i didn't know what to do. so i lied but i could tell she didn't believe me... Read More