secrets
Date: Jul 22nd, 2005 10:35:56 pm - Subscribe
Mood: hurt
never really fitting in she still tries to smile
crying tears and hiding secrets from all of them
behind her eyes they never could see the pain
but it was real and it felt like a bad dream
she tried to make friends and pretend she was fine
though she looked ok they were missing every sign
even when she smiled they could never see her eyes
filling with tears and hiding all of her twisted lies
every night when she went home she faced the pain
the only relief she could find was writing it all down
she came home to her drunk mother that would
tell her how horriable she was
and every morning when she went out she heard laughter
knowing that no one cared what would happen after
each day she was pushed around and hurt
her soul was bruised and her eyes full of tears
a life of pain and a life of torment she has to live
her "friends" thought she had a great life
but they never noticed how each day she was worse
they only saw her smile and only heard her laughter
but they never saw the pain behind her eyes
they saw her cry only in the rain
none of them knew what she went through
but its better that way
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