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Check me. I havn't written in days but when somethig exciting happens, here I am! Lets see.. We went back to school on Thursday (half term you see. Its Saturday night right now). Simon was being so amazingly cute. He still hadn't kissed me but right then, I was happy. We were happy. Then on saturday night I was told, by countless people that he had cheated on me. With two other girls, at a party while I was in London. I was just so shocked. All they did was kiss but to me, considering the cirumstances, it was alot. I questioned him the next day and all he had to say was that he was sorry. No explanation at all. I feel so shit. Seriously. So humiliated because everyone knew. So stupid because he hadn't even admitted to it. So angry because he pulled other people over me. So upset because I really liked him, and beleived that he liked me too. I gave him another chance. We're still together. Was it worth it. Really? I just dont know. I like him so much. He makes me feel..safe. Today I went out to town with Jem and Adi we had a laugh, it was great. Then we met up with Jem's friend Dave. Hes so funny. Hes really sweet. He thinks hes fat. Hes just a little tubby, not fat at all!! Seriously. We've been chatting online all night. Hes so great! He is two years older than me. I'm not into him like that. Hes just great. He sent me a track: James Blunt 'You're Beautiful'. I've got it on constant play. Its amazing. Lyrics for you: My life is brilliant. My love is pure. I saw an angel. Of that I'm sure. She smiled at me on the subway. She was with another man. But I won't lose no sleep on that, 'Cause I've got a plan. You're beautiful. You're beautiful. You're beautiful, it's true. I saw you face in a crowded place, And I don't know what to do, 'Cause I'll never be with you. Yeah, she caught my eye, As we walked on by. She could see from my face that I was, Fucking high, And I don't think that I'll see her again, But we shared a moment that will last till the end. You're beautiful. You're beautiful. You're beautiful, it's true. I saw you face in a crowded place, And I don't know what to do, 'Cause I'll never be with you. You're beautiful. You're beautiful. You're beautiful, it's true. There must be an angel with a smile on her face, When she thought up that I should be with you. But it's time to face the truth, I will never be with you. Emily x |
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I think I'm going to start putting up some of my poems. Right now I dont have alot but heres one I wrote today. So you can get the picture of today: Its the begining of yet another mini heat-wave. For the UK, this is like an oven. I had my first two End of Year exams today which, I guess, was alright, but not exactly nice. We got a mini swimming pool which, incedently, is nice. A poem. A Silent Movie I Think A silent movie I think Glossy and candy-hard Lettered upon licence plates Swinging on perfect breath Neon wands Wavering nasaua Noir, jet, power, glitter Simultaneous despair Clawing glassy barricades with The most perfect Shiny cloud tips Gothical screaming Delicatly pressed upon soft pink lips Try and work out for youself what it is about. Hope you like it. Emily x |
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Some lyrics from the song. I'm so happy. Lalalalalalala. Now I'm saying nothing in the future will feel like today. More lyics. Ho hum. Its a happy happy day. Two people have commented on me and Simon's 'cuteness' in the last half hour. Oo! Jem said she "saw him tday holdin ya!". Yay yay he holds me! I like that. Emily x |
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For those who didn't know, I write poetry! Someone I know had a 'thing' on this poetry site. I made one. The link : http://allpoetry.com/poets/maudlinshoes Go there to read some of my stuff. Only posted two poems so far (one of which originally was put on here!). Enjoy. Emily x |
