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end-of hunger. - Subscribe
restlessly wanting,
I hear and follow
and chase the echo

I ache inexplicably
for a thing I do not
recognize or grasp

so I fill and overflow
with this: a desire
I cannot make real

toss and turn tonight,
sailing out the storm
of wide-eyed hunger

perpetual scanning of
hallways and corners
fearful of missing it

hopeful of some sign
show me which way
epiphanic insomnia

endlessly craving, I
wander in the wake
of a dream slipping

a ghost I pursue to
edges of meaning
and then... beyond.
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Mood: inexplicable.

end-of parting Aug 21st, 2011 1:47:55 am - Subscribe
goodbye.
goodbye.

[the only good
learned from
constant leaving -

trailing from
one place to
yet another]

goodbye,
goodbye

[is that you
can take it
with you:

home is nothing
to do with
where you are]

goodbye -
goodbye

[the only good
in any number
of partings

is to discover
you lost nothing
and are whole]

and so,
goodbye;

goodbye.
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Mood: patient.

end-of at dusk. Aug 23rd, 2011 12:20:48 am - Subscribe
it was never -
you were never.
there's nothing
here to see.

looking over
my shoulder, I find
you were not
following me -

and now, at last
it's clear that
it never was;
will never be.

find me in the glow
of dusk, streetlights -
lit up in your
bright headlights -

smell of
summer asphalt,
your tires and the
speed, my pulse.

find me - I will
get in and we'll go.
scent of your skin;
your closeness

lingers in me -
this scene that
never was, and now
I know will never be.

and I didn't see:
we did not miss
our time - you had
no time for me.

so find me
in the dark with
your search lights,
your headlights -

I will ask you
nothing; I have
somewhere else
to be.
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Mood: underwhelmed.

end-of better. Aug 24th, 2011 11:46:13 pm - Subscribe
we go on
somehow.

each day
as your flame
grows dimmer
and fades

the distance
each moment
draws

and we
go on.
somehow.

even without
your light
your spirit.

because
you were,
I am
better.

and now
I feel you
everywhere

you make us
strong;
you
make us free

our glowing hearts
aflame,
for you

we go on
somehow,
even now.

and I light
this candle
for you.

[ My friends,
love is better than anger.
Hope is better than fear.
Optimism is better than despair.
So let us be loving, hopeful and optimistic.
And we'll change the world.

- Jack Layton
1950-2011 ]
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Mood: sad.