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end-of I'm here. - Subscribe
and it will take me years
to understand
why dawn follows the night:
I would never see the light.

we are all too young to die,
too old to sleep,
too far away
to listen much.

tides wash away
to open water.

in the light,
emptiness -

in the darkness,
memory and sound.

she cried
on our shoulders -
he swam out
into cold water.
took a breath,
dived in -
she always loved him.

we would go back
at any time -
too young to sleep,
too old to die;

too caught up in sorrow
to sing very much
anymore.

where darkness parts
and we stand,
together,

where memory and sound
is still
and calm
and empty in the light;

and the song
banishes the fear,

a voice
in fallen leaves -

I do not claim to understand,
but I am here.
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Mood: missing it.
inspiration: this weekend.

end-of The Gatekeeper. Oct 8th, 2006 5:31:57 am - Subscribe
You are welcome to cry
on my shoulder, if need be.

I'll do what I can to hold you up
and be there.

You always believe that I know
much more than, in fact, I do;

but I am not the gatekeeper -
my words are only ideas,
never instructions.

I know what you desire
and I possess it not;

the way into her heart
is something you must
discover for yourself.

I am not the gatekeeper:
please don't look to me;

I can only give you directions
I cannot lend you the key.

And yet, here I am standing
why are they all drawn to me?

I am not the Keeper of Hearts
and I never will be.
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Mood: tired.
inspiration: people who like my friends.

end-of into lights. Oct 15th, 2006 5:04:38 am - Subscribe
hold my breath
for hours
staring at all the
pretty bright lights
above me

if only you
could force me to
listen to the sound
of my own voice

you'd make me breathe
again

would make me breathe.
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Mood: out of it.

end-of regret and apprehension. Oct 19th, 2006 5:22:10 pm - Subscribe
if you
were here

I'd listen
to everything
you'd say.

everything.

because even
if I never
doubt again,

I love you.

but today's just
another day.
and I know

that this is just the way it is.

I will
get used to it.

but I miss you.
I love you.

I will
get on with my day,

but I miss you.
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Mood: regretful and apprehensive.

end-of atlas Oct 23rd, 2006 4:42:05 pm - Subscribe
there is another side to me,
barely visible.

I hold a strength inside
unsuspected.

I would not expect you
to know,

but I
could challenge anything.

and I, had I a reason,
could lift the world up.

too proud am I
to lean on you now:

I will stand up
I will not fall.

and if I can't
see your star,

I'll find another
to guide me.

and, if you give me reason,
I will hold the world up.

I'll stand up,
I won't back down -

but oh, how I would rather
fall into your arms.

I would
take shelter in you

rather than hold up
this empty sky.
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Mood: strong enough.
inspiration: feels like the weight of the world.