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in forests deep
leaves turn to gold.

in lands far and wide
the winds are changing.

a chill upon the air;
a storm surfacing.

what is this
approaching?

the song
takes on an undercurrent,

a new season
nearing.

the land shivers
through the northern wind.

and I stand
overlooking

facing the dawn
of a new time

what is this
inside me?

I do not fear -

I no longer fear.
3 Comments
Mood: comtemplative.
inspiration: the beginning of a new era of me.

end-of a requiem Sep 10th, 2006 9:22:55 pm - Subscribe
home?

I had one once.

I remember
when I was too young
not to take it for granted.
I remember when
every night, I fell asleep
in the same bed.

home.

a place I could
navigate in the dark.

I knew it so well.
I loved it so much.

home?

that's a place where
you feel safe
and sometimes happy.
I had one once.
I still remember.

I'll never forget
the walls,
the lightswitches, the windows

the trees in the yard
the smell, the sound.
the radio on in the evening,
the television on at night.

the love and security.

the tension. the arguments.

more than anything -
its sheer dependabilty
to always be there.

but where has it gone?
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Mood: really sick.

end-of regarding her grey heart Sep 19th, 2006 5:29:36 pm - Subscribe
she's a raincloud
in a clear sky
and no one claims to understand

why she'll always see
the darker side
and welcome winter in.
but there's always something -

somewhere in her heart
she hides her worry
sets out to meet the day
like nothing's wrong

but the grey
always shows through
and no amount of sunlight
can hide it

and
everybody's got it now
so that means that you
should want it too.

she holds her storm
beneath transparent layers
never looks happy enough
to pass for normal

colours wear away
and the grey of her heart
always comes through
in the end

she feels alone,
day after day,
for who could love
a heart that aches constantly?

only yours.

take my cold hands
and begin to
unpin my heart from my sleeve

and put it
into your pocket,
safe and warm.
2 Comments
Mood: not empty.

end-of the turning of leaves. Sep 21st, 2006 4:40:06 pm - Subscribe

I open my window
to the sunlight

as a dandelion turns
to the morning.

but time
is against me,

and autumn whispers
of the leaves that fall.

in white winter's grasp
all is still.

I am but a spark
beneath frozen earth

asleep
under opal blankets.

into the winter,
I follow the sun

far beyond
the horizon.
6 Comments
Mood: poetic.
inspiration: September.

end-of sing Sep 23rd, 2006 3:58:31 am - Subscribe
if
I had
my own way

one day
would
dawn
without fear.

if
this world
were a stage
the sun
a spotlight,

I'd play
my role
without
hesitation.

if I
could live
one sunrise
to twilight

without
regard
to time
and fear,

I would
sing
out loud.
2 Comments
Mood: wandering (not wondering).