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end-of get the hell away - Subscribe

had I
a wound
for every
bitter word,
I'd be drenched
in blood
by eight o'clock

because you don't
let up
you never
let it go

the only way
I ever heal
is by getting
the hell
away
from here

I'll scream
back at you
but only because
I don't know
what else to do...

as you
twist me
into
this hideous
creature
that I
never meant
to be

tears could
numb the pain
and release it

but it's too
bloody late
to cry;

I've already
swallowed
your poison

so don't try-
just don't
even bother -
to apologize
or feel
any remorse,
because
it wouldn't save me.

every day
I find myself
fighting
for my life

the only way
to feel safe
is to
get the hell
away from here.
2 Comments
Mood: so mad that I feel sick.
inspiration: is exactly the same every time.

end-of candle Jul 21st, 2006 9:45:00 pm - Subscribe

in
the room of my heart
firelight
makes shadows dance

wide awake
I move slowly
as though
I am dreaming

remaining still
lest you
dart past my hands
a frightened minnow

in
soft darkness
the city lights
your face

eyes
finding my own
breathing
upon embers

with this flame
upon the hearth
the room
is warm and safe

with you
inside my heart
my mind
is a different place

I fall
asleep
with your smile
on my lips

slowly
as though
dreaming
within a dream.
4 Comments
Mood: beginning to notice that I use fish as imagery in a lot of poems.
inspiration: last night.

end-of owww. Jul 23rd, 2006 12:45:31 am - Subscribe

typeface
begins to
swim
upon the page

words dance
and re-arrange
before my eyes

incomprehensible
can't follow

bright lights
pinwheel
like
a carnival

dragging
a jackhammer
through my thoughts

scattering

thunder begins
in complement
to the lightning
inside my skull

spinning and twisting
ad nauseum

constant pounding
drives away
any rational thought

thudding
and
crashing

throbbing

blinding me

spinning
and everything

stops.
0 Comments
Mood: in pain.
inspiration: hopefully it's evident in the poem.

end-of boundary Jul 23rd, 2006 11:29:08 pm - Subscribe

why
do we
insist

upon
drawing
lines in
the sand?

looking
at a
photograph
of the earth,

I find
myself
expecting
to see

borders
and dividers
superimposed
upon its
surface.

what for?

do you
mean
to tell me
that

the wonders
of
this planet
can be
withheld?

am I
to
believe

that I
cannot go

anywhere
I please?
2 Comments
Mood: content yet philosophical.
inspiration: a map.

end-of sixteen summers Jul 25th, 2006 11:55:44 pm - Subscribe

a dime-sized star
burns a hole
through the clear day

in the shade,
the voices of silence
are not so far
below the surface

the murmur
of the road
distant

a breeze ripples
the stillness

the leaves
whisper

another day
like any

of sixteen summers
that I
have seen

just a day
like any other

and like any other,
I'm thinking
of you.

awake,
aware of
the passing of time

that dime-sized sun
counting sand grains
left in my hourglass

another blur
of light and sound

today is
yet another day

like any of
sixteen summers
I have lived here

just one day;
and like any other,

I would choose to be
no place but
here.
1 Comments
Mood: cold.
inspiration: just a day like any other.