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unlearning.

[today]Dec 5th, 2010 10:17:31 pm - Subscribe

unlearning
what came with the price
what I paid dearly to know:
that life has walls and
you stay in yours
once you find them

unlearning
ways of seeing
to bleed away
the poison
of thinking I
know anything
at all

unlearning
to remember
what the words were

like the bloody elves
and that idiot shoemaker,
words turned the world for me
until I looked for them
to find they were never there

I'll lie here
in the dust of my ruins
serenading poetry
until it returns

I'll unlearn every
snare, every trap and trick
to capture words
taught by every teacher
of every creative art

until I return
to the base
of the temple
of language

where I worshipped
before I believed
I was god

I'll take any oath
submit myself to
be blinded from the eyes
of the world at my door

I cast the jury
from inside my head
to judge my feelings
no more

becoming stone
in silence
until the universe
is gone from here

until I remember
that once, ages past,
I was a poet
in my soul

until I recall
where my soul is
and that writing's
in my very blood

I'll continue
unlearning
until I'm worthy
of the words' return.

[I am]wistful.

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