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Date: Jan 6th, 2008 12:56:35 am - Subscribe
Mood: cold


This is such an insignificant complaint. But, my significant other is getting a car, finally on Monday. This worries me. Why you may ask; because fourteen year old girls often taken a liking to him, and because he is such a nice guy, his politness is percieved wrong. I do not want him hanging out with idiotic, adolescent girls. I know he would never do that to spite me, or anything of that sort. I just wish those girls would fuck off. I feel like a brat now. Or a whiny loser. A whiny, insecure, loser.

On a lighter note. Tomorrow, I am going downtown, and in the process, somewhat lying to my parents. They think I am going downtown for a portfolio day, that I do not want to go to. So, I am going downtown, just not for portfolio day. Last year, other people cried because of what those pompous art college officials said to them. Ridiculous if you ask me. I think the significant other is coming, I am just not sure at what time. I have to go down at 10:00am, which is not bad; getting up at 7:30am on my last day of freedom is. I will probably wander around for a bit after getting off the max line, then make my way to Peet's Coffee Co. since they finally sent me a free coffee coupon in the mail. It was due a month or so ago, I am pretty sure. I might take a few pictures, and put my insanely-priced camera to use. Then wander more. And more. And more.

I think the world we be a better place if we all knew how everyone else felt a good portion of the time. Then, we could all be more careful with eachother.

- 'If I could?'

PS: The last entry was a complete failure.

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please, assist.
Date: Jan 3rd, 2008 11:33:55 pm - Subscribe
Mood: passive


The cover by Cat Power, makes me sad. But, I love it. I am a sucker for sad, beautiful songs. Likewise, I am a sucker for sad and beautiful people.

If any of you could suggest a band, or singer. Even a song, would be nice. Piano, violin? Anything sad and beautiful... I do not know why it is, but recently I have been craving this. For example, I have listened to the following in the last hour or so;

'9 Crimes' - Damien Rice.
'Landlocked Blues' - Bright Eyes.
'Happiness By The Kilowatt' - City and Colour.
'The Blower's Daughter' - Damien Rice.
'Sugarcane' - Missy Higgins.
'Jesus' - Brand New.
'Everything I Once Had' - The Honorary Title.
'Set Fire To The Third Bar' - Snow Patrol.
'Wonderwall [Cover]' - Cat Power.
'The Story' - Brandi Carlile.
'Poison Oak' - Bright Eyes.
'There Is a Light [Cover]' - David Ford.
'Mad World' - Gary Jules.
'Samson' - Regina Spektor.
'John Wayne Gacy Jr.' - Sufjan Stevens.
'Passion Play' - William Fitzsimmons.
'Almost Lover' - A Fine Frenzy.

Those are some examples, I suppose? Just whenever you find time, or come along something, just post it. I know this is an odd request. I am also looking, and maybe this will help with the results.


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New Year's Eve.
Date: Jan 2nd, 2008 4:36:56 pm - Subscribe
Mood: warm


This movie made me sad. It killed me. I was at K.'s house, with K.F and N. We watched this movie, the one in the clip. Along withm 'The Virgin Suicides' and 'Garden State'. I had seen 'Garden State' before, and the other two were sad. I opended my year with these three movies.

-'Creatively doubted.'

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tyler durden.
Date: Dec 12th, 2007 9:53:06 pm - Subscribe
Mood: worn


I am angry. I have been angry. I can no longer stand these immature people in my life, who need to grow up. Of course, upon trying to slowly edge them away and out of my life, this starts drama. I do not know what to do. Tomorrow, a speaker from a local liberal arts school is coming. I really dislike being on the spot, I am shy. Very shy. I do not like when A. walks around in my art class, looking at other people's work; she crosses her arms, uncrosses them, crosses them, and sighs, "Hmm," and walks away. Yeah? Well, shove off. I cannot stand you and your, "I am so much better than you," attitude.

On the other hand, when I watch 'Fight Club', it helps to subside my anger and resentment to my "peers." I very much enjoyed the book, and when I first watched it, I was with D. I can tell you about it. This is after all, a stupid rant, read by anyone. I suppose.

Beginning... I was with D., who has since committed suicide, and only a few days after my birthday. I will save that for another time though. I was with D., and we had just gone back to his house from eating out. Probably some Italian restaurant, as silly as it sounds. Or maybe, it was 'The Roxy', downtown. We used to go there for soup, or cheese fries. It was getting later in the evening when I decided that I would spend the night. Have you ever had that euphoric feeling, with no drugs? That's what I felt. I had a cup of coffee with hazelnut creamer in it, he was drinking some citrus tea, if I remember right. I do not remember exactly how our conversation went, but it was short, and direct. Probably something like the following.

"Want to watch a movie, Fille?"
"That sounds good."
"A opinion-altering movie? Or a nice movie?"
"The former."
"All righty then."

And, so, 'Fight Club' it was. After that, we went out to his overly-small balcony, and then up to the roof. And talked. D., I wish you weren't dead, and gone for good.

Bright Eyes makes me think of him.

-'Landlocked Blues.'

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Date: Dec 3rd, 2007 12:25:44 am - Subscribe
Mood: childish


I do not know what is wrong with me. Except that I am restless, anxious, and craving inspiration.


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