i miss you
Date: Jul 4th, 2008 10:23:07 pm - Subscribe
Mood: regretful
it's been...i forget how long, it doesn't really matter. what matters to me is tonite in and between bars, i realised that i still miss him...so bad.
he's gone. just like that, he disappeared from me. never showd up again.
i wonder where he is and what he's doing right at this moment.
there are so many i wanna say to him. like how much i still love him and i would not be as bad a girlfriend as i used to be if he could just come back to me.
but i lost him already i know that. why havent i said these stuffs earlier? why i acted like i didnt care?
deep in my heart, i secretly wish he would give a chance to patch things up.
i can't tell my fds about this. they all thought i recovered already but i haven't. i'm still in it not even slightly less.
and after 3 parties last nite, it just got even worse.
where are you right now? sorry i broke ur heart. would u come back and break mine? i screwed up, and i'm really sorry. can you forgive me for the last time? i promise i'll be good. no i'm not a workaholic, from now on, i'm not. my heart was bleeding when u said u thought work was the most important thing to me. it's really not. and i'm sorry if i didnt make it any obvious to you.
i love you, from the bottom of my heart.
and i cannot afford losing you. don't know that yet? you have to know, and you have to forgive me.
i love you, million times.
and have a good day, no matter where u are, just take good care of yourself, even if u will not come back, pls be happy.
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