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i dreamt tonight. i saw faces and animals and clouds all speed through before my eyes. faces i've met and faces i haven't met yet, jumbled thoughts and memories, nearly impossible to pick one apart from the rest. loves gained and loves lost. everything feels the same. i try to pick apart the subtle differences, the distinctions that separate the love from hate, the apathy from sympathy... but they move too fast for me to be able to pick them apart and analyze. they blur into one another until they are the same thing. inseparable and indescribable. i remembered my dreams tonight. i'm not sure if i don't simply prefer forgetting them. |
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it used to be that we were one. we'd grin smiles miles wide with laughter ringing deep and true. our hugs and arms would perfectly align, perfectly made for one another. you'd know my thoughts as well as you knew your own. we would embrace with such unimaginable passion and heartfelt, pure love, it felt destined to be. destined to fail. it used to be that we were happy. our arguments were laced with inside jokes and sarcasm, never fully taking each other seriously. always laughing, brushing everything off. nothing could touch us. nothing could harm us. except us. it used to be that i'd look up to your face, glowing with the sun behind your head like the angel i always knew you to be. everyone watching, jealousy and envy etched carelessly on their faces. it used to be i'd lay in bed reminiscing of what we used to be, wondering when we fell. starcrossed lovers true and true, destined to fail. our love a strong chain that only we ourselves could truly break. |