euroboys Aeonity Blog

Don\'t worry, it\'ll be our little secret...

Thu, 17 Feb 2005 15:42:07 -0600

Yet again, life, work and general strife haave come between myself and my blog. I apoligise. Anyway update since last time, Dirk has gone and got himself a boyfriend, which is nice. I myself nearly found love once again in the love of a girl called Madison, sadly she found out Maria had gotten pregant and felt she couldn't trust me, hence the title... Read More

Confusion...

Wed, 26 Jan 2005 15:32:58 -0600

As said before my friend Dirk has been a real plus these past few weeks but today he confused me, he went and kissed me. It's so confusing, I've never thought I was gay, but h's inspire feelings deep inside me for him. However if I came out gay my Dad would probably throw me out, he's a total homphobe and deeply distrustful of Dirk, who he thinks i... Read More

Recap...

Fri, 21 Jan 2005 18:03:32 -0600

Sorry I haven't blogged in a month, I've been busy trying to get my life back together, fortunatley my friend Dirk has been there all the way for me. I can't understand why people hate gays like Dirk, he's looked after me and shown me more affection this past month than anyone. Anyway it would appear my ex is pregnant...I have a horrible feelings... Read More

Bullied

Tue, 21 Dec 2004 12:30:34 -0600

So my best friend Dev has been mocking me for being emo. I hate it why cant people just accept me for what I am? I just don't feel christmassy at all, why has all this shit happened? Why? Good will on earth, I don't think so.... Read More

\'Thing\'s can only get better...\'

Fri, 17 Dec 2004 17:27:15 -0600

Well whoever sung that song was talking utter crap, turns out Maria has been seeing someone else behind my back, I feel so hurt, so betrayed. I just don't wanna look out into the world anymore. All I see is an oppulent sphere of darkness where the common man is chewed up and spat out. I feel so alone. Oh well I have two tickets to go to Paris I won... Read More

Beaten, Bruised but not Broken

Wed, 15 Dec 2004 12:56:24 -0600

Today was shaping up to be such a good day, it was a nice mild day, and I was walking to college with Maria when some guys walked up to me and started hitting me, saying I was that guy from college that thought he was better than everyone. I really hate society, how can people like this exist, just because I'm different from them, because I unders... Read More

Bad Day...

Tue, 14 Dec 2004 15:42:38 -0600

So my girlfriend hid my glasses so I couldn't see for a few hours, I got them back, I hate it when she does that....Sometimes though I don't think I deserve this great relatioship I have with her, even thou the dark patches are developing more and more. I wrote this poem about her. Stealing of glasses stealing of heart Why does thou not have a... Read More