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Hmmm....
Date: Julpm06 19, 2006 - Subscribe
Mood: insignificant
Listening to: Lullabye (Goodnight my angel) by Billy Joel

The things you find out about people....

I was talking to the friend of my crush at school, and now I'm starting to see a different side of him...a side he's not necessarily showing people.

For instance, she always hints at something bad that's happened to him...I forget what I had said, but she had commented, "You can't really blame him, with all that's happened..."

It makes me wonder.

He never really seems sad. He always seems happy and self-confident. He's never really shown any negative emotions. Not even anger.

How can he live with all that bottled up inside of him?

I feel like crap. I wouldn't deserve him even if he likes me. I'm a horrible person.

"I'm starting the Sword of Truth series." His cousin mentioned, as we were talking about our favorite book series, The Wheel of Time.
"My cousin is reading it. The books he reads are usually really good."

Can you believe the first thought that popped into my head was "WTF? He can read???"

I need someone to yell at me. I need someone who will point out every single flaw in my character and nag at me day after day until I fix myself. I need someone to tell it like it is. Someone to tell me how the world sees me.

My family and friends won't do it. They're the supportive type.

I need someone who knows me to do it. I need someone to tear me apart and piece me back together again.

Bleh.



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